Chrismas eve. Whee...

It's chrismas eve!! And probably a few more hours to Christmas!!
ANyway too bad this holiday just doesn't seem to appeal very much to me,
instead of assuming on "holiday-ing"..
Turns out to be too busy.. way much more than I previously presumed..
Hell.... no...

Turns out...
the only way to relax is by being under the weather!
Kindda cancelled all my appointments and invitation today..
To, Mr/Mrs/Ms/Dr/Dear/Darling/Chaps/BEngs/Lians/Bros/Ah _____
Sry lo.
I hate flu.. Wait till I genetically modify humans to be immune to flu!! Muahhaha

Damn, everyone must be having fun now... lost my aussie no...
Sry guys turns out johnnnyy can't even receive ur blessings...
Noiiiiirrrrrrrrrrrrrr!
I bet some ppl are having fun with fat santa.
My chrismas wish would be: For earth to burn and that...

Anyway gotcha something here to spoil kids, slapping them right outto on thier face
bringing them to reality. Ta-dah!! Santa is...
As a result of an overwhelming lack of requests, and with research help from that renown scientific journal SPY magazine (January, 1990) - I am pleased to present the annual scientific inquiry into Santa Claus.

1) No known species of reindeer can fly. BUT there are 300,000 species of living organisms yet to be classified, and while most of these are insects and germs, this does not COMPLETELY rule out flying reindeer which only Santa has ever seen.

2) There are 2 billion children (persons under 18) in the world. BUT since Santa doesn't (appear) to handle the Muslim, Hindu, Jewish and Buddhist children, that reduces the workload to 15% of the total - 378 million according to Population Reference Bureau. At an average (census) rate of 3.5 children per household, that's 91.8 million homes. One presumes there's at least one good child in each.

3) Santa has 31 hours of Christmas to work with, thanks to the different time zones and the rotation of the earth, assuming he travels east to west (which seems logical). This works out to 822.6 visits per second. This is to say that for each Christian household with good children, Santa has 1/1000th of a second to park, hop out of the sleigh, jump down the chimney, fill the stockings, distribute the remaining presents under the tree, eat whatever snacks have been left, get back up the chimney, get back into the sleigh and move on to the next house. Assuming that each of these 91.8 million stops are evenly distributed around the earth (which, of course, we know to be false but for the purposes of our calculations we will accept), we are now talking about .78 miles per household, a total trip of 75-1/2 million miles, not counting stops to do what most of us must do at least once every 31 hours, plus feeding and etc.

This means that Santa's sleigh is moving at 650 miles per second, 3,000 times the speed of sound. For purposes of comparison, the fastest man-made vehicle on earth, the Ulysses space probe, moves at a poky 27.4 miles per second - a conventional reindeer can run, tops, 15 miles per hour.

4) The payload on the sleigh adds another interesting element. Assuming that each child gets nothing more than a medium-sized lego set (2 pounds), the sleigh is carrying 321,300 tons, not counting Santa, who is invariably described as overweight. On land, conventional reindeer can pull no more than 300 pounds. Even granting that "flying reindeer" (see point #1) could pull TEN TIMES the normal amount, we cannot do the job with eight, or even nine. We need 214,200 reindeer. This increases the payload - not even counting the weight of the sleigh - to 353,430 tons. Again, for comparison--this is four times the weight of the Queen Elizabeth.

5) 353,000 tons traveling at 650 miles per second creates enormous air resistance - this will heat the reindeer up in the same fashion as spacecraft re-entering the earth's atmosphere. The lead pair of reindeer will absorb 14.3 QUINTILLION joules of energy. Per second. Each. In short, they will burst into flame almost instantaneously, exposing the reindeer behind them, and create deafening sonic booms in their wake. The entire reindeer team will be vaporized within 4.26 thousandths of a second. Santa, meanwhile, will be subjected to centrifugal forces 17,500.06 times greater than gravity. A 250-pound Santa (which seems ludicrously slim) would be pinned to the back of his sleigh by 4,315,015 pounds of force.

In conclusion - If Santa ever DID deliver presents on Christmas Eve, he's dead now.

Was chatting around with sc on these comics. Lol.. Lmao... +ROFL


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Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


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Lol.. Tat was so *out of the blues*

I miss her lo...
Exam edi still can't stop missing.
Where are u darling?

It's the middle of my exams week.
Then again, I'm still doing what i shouldn't be doing. LOL
Been having my brains spinning out of place recently,
then again, I notice a weakness-
la cap no vie rinahe, mi comour via lessiano, di purti passilla bunjo.

Got this on msn. It was pure out of the blues...
There wasn't any plan at all. LMAO..
Seon - Holy shit.. why didn't study earlier
Kai - Double shit... dun even hav a book for both tests
Allan - (finger crossed he'll put triple shit edi..)



I'm chatted with my old mate the other day.
In doing so, we discusses about his situation.
And I realise something, while I was in campus,
the "system" the normative system...
build within us.. then there was the intial repulsion.
It's all coming back to me now. Muahahahah!!

My experiments.. yes.
It's no longer above classified.
Evil? Well, tat's wat she said.
Turns out g1-g3 works fine. Except g4-5.
I remember adding the same solutes le.
A-F is all failure. But dunno why i notice F4 turn purple from yellow
oxidisation? or was it reduction ar? Chem gg edi.. I think reduction
cause react with air ma...
and apparently I added a new row h1.
Need to get more rack edi.. shit no class edi
This time go campus store curi a bit. HEHE.
Then again, the system.

Whos buying weed? We're leavers!! YEah!!!
Some of us... are.

Delete edi

This december is so hectic.
With un dia de noviembre behind,

Oooohhh... swweeeettt.... cant wait to head home and play with friends back there.

Exam liau la still play plauy

This december is so hectic.
With un dia de noviembre behind,

Oooohhh... swweeeettt.... cant wait to head home and play with friends back there.

I'm hiring a manager.

She's damn free and over-blogs a lot.
My manager now manages my blog...

Muahhaha. In exchange for using my comp.

Nicez

3 moons!!

Smile dear!!

Pretty nice thought, it's like a smiley. Right on the dark sky.

I'm wondering if anyone back in malaysia saw the same thing,

hmm...

Got it from sandy, my camera cacat wan. 3.2Megapixel...

Revulsion

No... it isn't rite...
Go with instincts.
It wasn't but that fat... wat's his name again?
He said it, and I went yair....
Via intuitive repulsion, seriously.


Pity la sil kor, this is like the 3rd time his bloody hard drive
failed to save files properly, eng reports, ra 3, porn, and now
philosophy which is due by monday. Haha, it's hilarious dude.
Fill so sympathy for ye.


Bring it on mate, I'm in. I take on the challenge.
We play hard, then we double the study yair?
We begin before av'ro then!! For final terms!!
March with the cavalry, strike at first hand.

Strike them right on their very souls!
May the spears be showered with the bloods and organs
of our opponents and enemies!! Make them bleed!!
Spare non! NO MERCY!!!

but dun poke the exam papers until koyak pls.

Then again reminds me of the deal I made with my couz bro,
loser lose $50... AUD.
2 challenges meh, sweet!

Enthusiastic

That's what Emma said.
Oh yea!!! Presentation went seriously awesome!


9 out of 10. Surprisingly she came over, gave a good handshake
and congratulated WELL DONE.
Nicez.

Honestly, I didn't know I could do something like that.
Its my nature..ROFL!! I LOVE YE EMMA!!
Our idea?
Some thought it was brilliant (thank ye!!)
while
Some thought of it as rubbish (hey tat ain't a mailbox mate).

Gosh, I'm so proud of Wade and myself,
after what we poured our time into.
Come to think of it, Wade was beside me playing all the while...
As for sean...
At least you apologies. If not I wouldn't save ur arse mate.
She knows what's going on. Just this once.

Ahhh... Eng 1 presentation tomoroooowwwww.....

Cramped

In campus currently,
these few days are similar to living in hell,
had my mk4 presentation and report post-poned to today 2pm.
Eng 1 presentation is tomoro and it's getting my bloody nerve.
Veisnu is before me and Regina is after me...
Damn kau siu lo...


Later have to fetch my couz and aunty to airport later after school.
Nooo.............. Solo, solo ,solo...
Nicez

English 1 Report complete!!

Finally, I have completed!! muhahahah...
I thought I heard voices...
Siau edi... took me one whole freaking day lo...
It's 5 am edi... 2 more hrs have to go school..
Haiz... Wat the freak...
So wanna shove this right in front of micheal face,
then laugh like a lunatic siaukia. hahah

Then again, shouldnt be too happy,
still got MK4 and Math1 assignment to go...

Btw, Emma totally liked our idea for MK4.
Sweet!! Hmmm... packaging is the problem thought...
I wonder how on earth to present this product...
We solved the logistics edi.. ads was another problem..

A chest shaped cereal. That's the product...
It's half cylindrical on top and a cuboid below.
But then how to make it out of cardboards,

Need opinions & suggestions, feel free to comment.
Good or bad,Relevant or not Thanks for the ideas!

It's a wicked week, oh well,
blame myself for not taking any time efficientcy measurements...
Lol....

Anyway, since Math1 presentation was postponed and Marketing4
draft is due only tomorrow, while English 1 report is to be handed by
20th, the long list goes on... blabla yadayada!!
It's time to know a little german. Whee!!

Ich - I
meil - I (past tense)
du - you
itr- erm.. need to check with ppl..

Ein Dame brennt,
Sie hat mich zum Fressen gern
Sein weiche teile und auch harte,

Saugt sich fest an deinen Lippen
Gräbt sich Gänge durch die Rippen

Bitte bitte gib mir Gift.
du hast mich gefragt, aber ich werde sagen, Nein!!

Who said learning german was easy...
I still need people to help read...

Be afraid, very.

Yes, I'm in Kai's place. After what happened today, optimistically
take it as a chance to head out. Woohoo!!
Btw, there's no more booze edi...
Except for solo. And chips...
So tomoro whos heading over ought to go shop some.
Meeting the rest of u guys by nooon right?


The acknowledgement of a trait,
lies no where but in ones mind.
Conscious tells no tale,
as it plays no role in manipulation.
The only vision I see,
is the one you turned;
your back's upon for treason.

Be afraid, very,
the only lucid hope,
ask no more,
as it lays beneath a grasp of hierarchy.
We seek the same objective,
bind upon one another,
Have faith, silence would never aid.


4 more bloody days to deadline...
Once We're screwed, then you'll get the screwed bonuses.


It's a another aphotic corridor. Be afraid, very.

Work break.

It's been hell of a week, like getting screwed up.
At the same point got too caught up with work also.
Here's my work break post, and a demand post for my dear.
Ta-da!! Like it?


That day ar in anatomy class in Uni, the lecture asked us to sketch a naked man.
As the lecturer ar start to patrol looking at everyone of our sketches, he came across a sexy, young blonde student who had sketched the man with an erect penis.
The lecturer then said: "Oh no, I wanted it the other way."
She replied: "what other way?"


What did the blonde say when she found out she was pregnant?
'Gee, I hoped it's mine.'

How do you make a one-armed blonde fall out of a tree?
Wave to her.


FINALLY: THis one totally rocks! LMAO
Why are blonde jokes so stupid?
So ppl like me can get them(you).

A change.

By the end of this week,
we'll be adding an hour to the time.
Daylight saving is off.
Weather is rather hard to predict during spring.
It has always been that way.

My mate's bald hair is still so "cool"...
Hahaha

Eng proposal final due date is tomorrow, just a few
polishing to do.
Loafty bibliography is the next task.
Have to analyse Nokia N96 ads...
I believe I have totally change how I view ads as...

Time is suddenly pacing...
Yessss... ;0

Tagged

The terms started rather in a very transgressive way,
works are being distributed in very inconsistent rate,
students are nagging, whinning, and still... slacking.
Thank god, I head to UWA few times with my couz,
ain't wanna start slacking like back in those terms.
Just came back from soccer, gotto head for some work.
Deadline is just round the corner.
Ecocritism, Global Warming, a propaganda?
similar with the crashing of open market...
It's all part of conspiracy or government move.

Tagged
Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box or anyway that he/she has been tagged.

1. What is it that bothers you the most?
School's works and failing.
2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Socialising and going insane.
3. What kind of news do you read?
Anything which is in the major headlines.
4. What is your ultimate wish?
Now would be completing all my works and scoring exceptional.
5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
Yeap.
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Depends.
7. Are you afraid of pain ?
Pains are good.
8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Finishing my insane work.
9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
We already did. Haha.
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Active, Money dreamer, and Naive at times. "Ice-cream-penchan"
11.What is your 6 most passionate thing at this moment?
-Doing something really Extreme!!
-Getting cans of tonics and stay awake till dawn to finish work.
-Flying to Hong Kong.
-Going out and get waaassted.
-Operating a surgery on someones brain.
-Looking up dear with hugging and kisses.
12.What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
She's just like me, in a way. (That's what mommy used to claim.) Ignorent and Naive also.
13. If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Humans
14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
It varies with time. Happiness!
15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Stop day-dreaming-slacking and getting concentrated.
16. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
Most likely working, maybe doing "forensic" stuff and flying everywhere.
17. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Being hyperactive and calm, depends when and where.
18. If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
Earth.
19. What is the weirdest habit of yours?
If people know me well, they'll know.
20. Tag:
-flora
-eric
-basil
-tsu wei
-kar min
...
the rest i know with blogs dun update wan...

Breathe in union so as one survive another day and season.
Silence, legion. save your poison. Silence, legion. Stay out of my way.
Threat lighty, very. A twin will haunt you.
So will I.

Spring fest.

It's spring,
trees are regenerating, so does the flowers that blooms.
Lol...
Ok, there's a spring fest in uwa, it's still on now till
around 10 pm.
So what's there?
Uh, cultural dance, A-Z.
thai, boxing, etc.. you name it.
And the main conjunction!
Makan, makan, makan.
As you get closer to the fest, you'll senses
begins to tickle, your hungry stomach starts to growl,
as your nose picks up something,
it smells good...
Satay!!! Then the next second...
Total mood spoiler or desire spoiler...
Crowds... crowds... loads of them..
all cramp up around 3 blocks of buildings.
*gawn*
Screw.. i'm not eating...
Ta-dah this is how I'm back.

Next year, I'll definitely go a lot earlier...

Assignments and projects are heavily up already...
Right on the first week of term 4....
Classes are alright, except that when you see all new faces...
where did the familiar ones go?
Building 3... labs...

That was for not taking any science subj.
Oh well, least my teachers this term are a lot better.
Got to strike hard, only one path, demolish the rest,
raise no feelings, be it an AI, it's for the best.

Begining of term 4

Lol today was a little freaky during weird,
totally out of the ordinary.
Zane's having his holidays, Trang was replaced by Minh.
Gosh... was it the time or was it lacking of sleep?
We actually finished placing every breads and sweets
by 8.30am... Minh is wow...
Come to think of it, I slept only at 3am last night.
Must be that flat white from Ms.Mauid, I wanted Mocha.
Ended up doing pumps aside with those dumbells
me and my couz normally do, hell I was totally
out of breath and I still couldn't sleep.
Well, Tv might work. It didn't...
Hell's kitchen USA is so good this season.
The F word is totally entertaining. Hahaha..

Yea, bout work, some guy dressed in a dolphin pop by the shop
today.. "so is there any free food for a dolphin?",
"Unless you buy something"
"Then do you 've tuna?"
"no we dun sell tuna."
"that's good, cause you might be eating us"
And I was like what on earth are you talking bout...
*gawn*
Why and how the fuck on earth does dolphin meat end up
in tuna fishes... Don't tell me tuna eats dolphins...
It's either I'm in the shithole or you mate.
"Mate IGA is couples of door down, wrong place mate."
And my colleage ar.. was chuckling unable to response,
"how cha' like to go out with a dolphin?"

Rofl..
Tomorrow's the day, a new beginning.
Whee.. I'm "fucking" excited.
More like some dumd repetition of history.
Least there's some changes.
Hell no, I'm facing patric again.
Ain't gonna screw my exams. No no.
So f*cked up already.
Bloody pissed off over some messages.

To be honest, I want this term to end fast.
Shouldn't jump to conclusion so fast.

There's always a reason. Hehe.
Song name 05 is still playing in my head,
it's bind to my heart already.
It's not fun to feel it... missing somebody..
But I love it.

Rottnest Island

Just got back from that island,
frankly, it's quite a nice island.
No cars, not so crowded, and clean.

Too bad time wasn't on our side,
was there with the 8 of us.
Lol my arse hurts like hell already,
so tat's wat it feels like to being poke..
least I didn't suffer from any leg cramps
except for some bruises and torn skins.
Turns out Allen couldn't pedal the bike.
He ended up having to hitch Kai's bike,
yet one thing amazed me, he still never stop
his pathetic jokes which often provokes me
to slam his face to the wall,metaphorically.
Pity Kai lo today..
With loads of steep slope and a joker at the back
annoying him. Lmao.
Then the beach, ahh.. freezing.. wrong season,
ought to come by summer or beginning of autumn.
Overdose of drinking sea water and sand.
It's not fun unless someone has been forcefully thrown
into the sea and being submerged underwater.
Even if it was me.... /wall
Some illness is expected.
William, nice last minutes injuries, arigato.
Haahaha.
Today was alright, a nicer place to be grouping around.
Darn tired mentally today, but physically I'm not tired
at all. I could run all my way back to Claremont.
Straight until I drop dead tired,
One day, I'll be back, my journey hasn't ended.
Save it for another day to roam the entire island.
Until my legs heal again, I'll embark once again.



Was reading someone's blog today,
dude, my friend, I'm very surprise,
my feet has been totally sweep.
Loads of mix emotions came running through my mind.
Dude, I feel a very strong feeling of pity for you,
yet you are the way you are, never changed
but improved, Now only have I began to notice
something I have never thought I would seen before.
I knew all the while you had something hidden more
from any physical image one can capture,see or even predicted,
that could totally blow someone off,
and now I've seen it dude.
Time was on your side, it's been proven.
I sincerely salute you.

The only way out is in!!( GURU)23/09/08

It's the 21st century for allah/buddha/christ(alphabertically) sake!!
There is no f*cking thing wrong...
I'm beginnig to feel remorse for Asian elder ladies,
especially those who still has a problem with teenagers nowadays,
or pre-adult hood.
There is no wrong in the term of being "wanker" or "jerker"!
Hypocrits!!
Least, I could sustain my emotions.
Imagine if I hadn't re-confirmed with my mates!!
And thankful someone is there to share a detail fact and experience.
I love u man!!
For goodness sake we're in Australia!!
Australia!! HEllo!!
And most importantly someone who said a quote I couldn't agree more:
when someone is near u u don't take full use..
when some one far away from u u oni take full use
then when u are here nobody will miss u wat
if u're far far away so many ppl will miss u
Time will tell. I miss you-very much.


The good old scouts days...
Darn...
Ahhh.. the good old days.
abc...
hmm... abc... allah-buddha-christ...
holy crap... wat did i just discovered...
*GAWN*!! I'm calling a meeting..

Frozen.

Shocked already...
Very cold suddenly.
My body temperature is dropping, rapidly..
I can feel my hands shaking.. trembling..
I can't stop them...
Been on it again, fear..
Haven't happen since like 9-12 years ago...
It's back.. again..
Pittance.. but so powerful it rips one soul..
no there's is none now.
I wanna hide in a shell..
I've lost my soul...it's dark in here.
Lights is of no use, enlighten this abyss is impossible..
I'm surrounded by this darkness, no not evil..
I dunno how long I can last.. this is hell scary..
I wanna escape.. no I cant undo it...
Hell, the creep.. my spine is chilling. I wanna hide...
Face it I will, time is not with me, for now.

Finally...

The exam nightmares are over.. for now..
whilst I screwed up 2 exam, english 4 and physics 2...
Gosh, I hell made a freaking mistake,
here's the picture, a wire bent 90 degree
hanging on a ceiling and the length of each side is
about ratio of 1:2.5 Find the angle of the left part...
My answer: cos theta x 2.5 FIn.
*GAWN*
That's just one only btw, there's more...
So it's just some lesson to remind ppl like me
to never, never, zzz....(There he goes again)
Lol...

Anyway was visiting Flora's contact lenses,
when I happend to came across this tag,
so damn kau free lo now....
So Tagged:By Flora owh...

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
No idea, who cares?
2) Describe urself in word.
Seon Hwai Tan- 松坏蛋
3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Both.
4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yeap.
5) Does it feel good to love?
Hell yea.
6) God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
See ye in hell.
7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
Dude, here's five bucks.
8) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
... ... This is worst than my english...
9) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
It starts with one thing, envy.
10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Hmm, dunno, play all u wan as long u like it
1) Best place to cry?
Can't even remember... maybe unless someone hits really hard on the balls..
2) Who do you love the most?
Easy question, people I care and talk to lo. Unless I dunno them.
3) Tell ur dream last night?
Last night no dream.
4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Hell yea, makes me wanna beat him up again.Lol
5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Dun remember.. shamala: Ini ialah skima spm!
Seon: Bullshit.

The last person
-you had beer with? My aus mates.
-went the movies with? My aus mates
-talked on the cell phone with? Tai
-u yelled at? My aus mates.

In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? I wished...
~Danced crazy? Nope.

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Need a long time to think, brb to edit.

If you could do anything or wishing anything, what would it be?
I freaking wan my laboratory!! Stacked!!

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Back to home sweet home, and then fly to Hawaii across to Berlin.
and then down to Hong Kong to dig some friends and restart the route.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Oh, tat, hehe. He might be reading shh..

Are you old fashioned?
Dunno.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Definetly telling someone you love them.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Sleeping too much, anything on the computer, and digging food in fridge.

5 Facts About Me:
Erm...
-Always day-dreaming
-A brain that is either blank or spinning like crazy
-Music everyday, as in those non-verbal ones.
-On the laptop everyday since 2008.
-Unpredictable appetite.

5 things that you hated the most
-Humans
-Racism humans
-Day dreaming when it's exam time
-Extreme temperature condition.
-Getting sick

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
Dedication-Vitas
Notas-Gotan Project
Home-Micheal Buble
與蝶同眠-容祖兒
Love story-范逸臣
富士山下-陈奕迅
Laura's Theme-Silent Hill soundtrack
First Pyramid Head Battle-Silent Hill soundtrack
Un Dia de noviembre-
too much...

5 Things I Treasure in My Life
Money
My Love to you.
Friends and Family
Experiments
Some sleep.. duh..

7 Important Moments in My Life
Erm it doesnt really state past or future..
1)When I learn to walk?
2)When I was in 5s7! Oh yeah!
3)Futsal with s7! Oh yeah!!
4)When I obtain Upsr, Pmr, Spm(wasnt there) result?
5)Graduate from UWA!!
6)When I have my secret laboratory!
7)When I miss someone badly?

7 Things I Always Use
1) On the com lo..msn,neopets,gaming included
2) A wind braker/jacket
3) Tv remote
4) Guitar
5) Piano(I know i sucks.. just playing bit bit nia)
6) Hard drive
7) Pendrive

Tag people on the left link called: Friends links
And those ppl who have blog, and reading this..
Yeap. You la..=P

Home(parody modified to suite exams)

Another exam day,
has come and gone away
In Perth, Claremont
But I wanna pass
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million students
I, still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the notes that you wrote in class
Each one a line or two
“Decibel = 10 log I1/I2, ”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My answers were cold and fail
And you needed more than that sir.

Another paper plane
Another stressful place
I’m failing I know
But I wanna pass
Mmmm, I’ve got to pass

Let me just pass
I’m just too far from where you are
I dun wanna go home
LOl...
Oh mi gawn....

Truely a spendid evening after the exam,
went for fish and chips with sandy and tai.
In the middle of the exam week...
Yea, I know I'm not the first, but kindda feel
this guilt lo.. come so far and spend so much
to study, and all I did was not studying hard enought
and increase my rate of failing.... nooo....
I know English 4 gone case want already...
So pissed lo the whole morning Allan complaining
my face freaking like wanna beat people lo...

A briefcase of devastation?

I'm so freaking out soon,
my exams are just round the corner, this friday..
I hate this.... my test results are out btw.
Kindda failed literature, assestment 35%, listening 34%,
tutorials assestment 80%, do the equation, and my final average score
without finals exam is 26...T_T
Hell noo, bloody Patric lecture... ,,l,, @_@ ,,l,,
My other mates all had their results about 60%...
And then in physics class, Mr.Peter ask a simple question:
What's intensity Seon? I ended up "stare-blur" at him..
Die la.. somemore he revise bout beats and decibel..
My brain is blur clean clean lo...
Need someone to add glue to my brain ar...
What a day.
Suddenly lost interest in going back Malaysia already,
dun even know why should I go back...
I ought to start doing my physics and math work..

Someone should pull my heart out pls,
start by my rib cage, rip it apart and
pierce ur fingers in....=)

Untitled.

With regret to spend with passion,
an audible breath of this beautiful and solemn music.
An improvisation of unimportance,
in the middle of an abyss.

For what has been a set of mindset,
has turn against ones prospective.
Betrayal of one owns mind.
Not once but everlasting.

Perhaps should we call it metamorphosis?
Between the soul and mind？ or body and mind?
A triangular system. A system. Simulacrum?

Till the end it retrogress,
like karma, again and again.

P.S: I dunno wat the hell i'm writting...
Gosh, I wonder does it even make sense?


Anyway, exams are up by next week.
And I'm getting screwed up, not even doing any touch-up on work...
Ahhhhh...

An edit: The schools been up to another "fashion show" again... lolz..
Except that instead of the "prom" as theme, but some red cross thingy..
ROFL and LOL again..
It's lame la.. but i love lame...

Landslide Presentation.

Muahhaah, no the topic doesn't refer to
Anuar(is tat how u spell?) votes.
But instead a landsliding presentation that sweept,
Mr.Peter Gardner off his very feet!!!
IN YOUR FACE!! MUahahhahah....
Just both of us doing a presentation of 4 ppl!!
I bet Kai and I ought to get at least 90% for our presentation!!
Many credits to him and me. Dun you just love astrophysics?

Awesome day. Call it one lucky day I wonder why?
Pity the next 2 groups presentation, was playing
Advance Wars at the back. Hehe...
As for football, I injured 2 players today. Basil and Tai.
Ouchies I injured Basil tibia bones, well, I "knee-ed" him,
ain't so nasty rite mate?
Tai, tat one is pretty painfull, I "ellbow-ed" his right arm.
OOps... No worries this mate been trained to take "punches"
Mr.Man of Steel.
It's sports, so play safe.
Then pool, my goodness, I beat Basil twice...
To be honest, I was lucky... hehehe

I miss you, you miss me,
we are happy family,
and a great big hug and kisses
for me and you.
Won't you say you love me too?
(Barney and Friends,Kids Show)
Connection Terminated ...

Night break.

You Are a Pinky

You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb

What Finger Are You?

Ahhh did someone smell amonia?

Today,
Sunday,
...
....
.....
working,
...
T.T
Let's put it this way, U were playing with "water"
washed ur hand in it, soak objects of daily cleaning in it,
and even letting it drip all over ur body...splashing duh..
Then only to realise, there's been major cleaning process
going at the workplace...*gasp* ur so screwed.. rite?
And those walls, they are dripping yellow liquid as known
as ammonia something... pity I didn't take chem 3 to elaborate...
Smells like mmm...fragment and then it turns to pungent urine smell...
mmm... did I mention eating contimated food?
Yum Yum...
FInally screw u pa-tr-ic *a-hem*!!! Nooo i freaking will kill you if u fail
my results!! Ur pathetic assestment are just killing us...
Imagine if I gather every "Anti-U" which might be approximately
80% of the students...
Wat the frack is this....
My brain is truly contaminate already...
One final thing, failing another subject could be just a few steps
away....
Gotto push... come on.. exam coming soon!!
Wtf...

I Solemnly Swear I'm Up to NO GOOD.

If you've read the book of Harry Potter or watch the
movie itself, you might recognize the title.
Is there any implicit or explicit meaning behind
all this? Figure urself. I dunno.
IT's a bloody choatic week, had to stay over
kyle's house tomorrow to rush english thesis...
Screw u "ah hem" mr.

patric

....

Paul.

I met Paul the other day.
It's been a while since our eyes met,
conscious was lost for a banished second.
Only a dim word of acknowledgement was sound.
Was it him or was it me, did we even stared;
right on the path of each unforgiving past.
Or was it ignorance he shoved at me.
Nor was a word spoken, even with the boisterous background.
It was all cold stare. Perhaps.
As the time passes and with each moving
seconds,
minutes,
hours,
We are done. It's recondite-Paul and me.

It reaches my mind to rejoice,
dumdness whereby only an idiot might rapture.
I felt weaken but sometimes frivolous.
Emancipated in my very own world.

Week 3 with 2 expo to attend.

Deng deng deng, having a headache here,
and homework to do.
well, it's week 3!! Or known as beginning
of hell/busy/pain in the arse week.
Basically I've been strike by my mates on
"nipple twister"... deng...
Give it to the fresh man la pls...
Not my "nipples"
ouch... the pain... the twist...

Let's see, I'll be attending 2 expo in these
coming weeks.
Firstly, GO3 Electronic and Entertainment Expo 2008.
Exhibitors will showcase products & services across
two huge exhibition halls at the PCEC, 1-3 August, 2008.
(included games and there'll be Lan party!!)
http://go3.vividcluster.crox.net.au/
Might take part in
Counter-strike, like back in WCg. Need my old friends of cs!!!
guys if u read this pls get a plane ticket here....
Or something newer, Command and conquer: Tiberium wars!!
Hmmm...

Secondly a very important EXPO!!
UWA Expo 2008,Sunday, August 10, 9am - 4pm.
http://www.expo.uwa.edu.au/
So gotto attend, too bad I'm working.
Might ask Trang to cover my shift...
And I didn't ask for her number...
DIE lo............
/slap /slap /slap...

Thirdly tag by flora:
1. At what age you wish to marry?
~Not too late lo, like around after 20 and before 30
2. Will you consider sexual relationships before marriage?
~No idea wor..
3. Do you smoke?
~Very rare, only when my mates do it,
even so i take only a sip. An average of once every 2 years
THAT'S IT!!
4. List out two gifts you'd like to receive now.
~Money duh, and best of all, my graduation to UWA!!Shortcut!!hahaha
5. Who did you text most lately?
~Tai
6. How old are you?
~17 and 8 months old
7. What is the latest thing you bought with your own money?
~Chicken strips and mocha
8. State 3 people of the opposite sex that first comes to your mind. Who will you most likely date?
~Hmmm, min,Lyn, Ser lene(project partner)
9. Who do you wish to get married ?
~(speechless) if for fun I'll go for Lyn
Must giv reason ar?
Lyn is a woman of elegance, shows feminine character,
she posses an aura of nature intellectual. Enought rite?
10. Getting marry is going to heaven or grave?
~Depends who and how the marriage goes. Always with pros and cons
11. How many kids do you want?
~2-3(I love babies!!)
12. Are you in love?
~Not really, have to ask min.
13. Where is the latest restaurant you have dinner?
~School Building 4, wait restaurant... erm Villa D'este.
14. Name the latest book you bought?
~After Dark for English 4, literature subject.
15. Do you believe in God?
~Cin cai and anywhere in between
16. Name your favourite game or sport.
~Game got so much, RTS types la.
Sports ar, badminton, tennis and
freaking miss futsal with s7..

17. Name the first person that comes into your mind now.
~Josha, wanna learn BI(bahasa indonesia) from him.
18. The most exciting place you want to go?
~Expo!!
~Somewhere where it's freaking quiet and no homework!!
19. Hugs or Kisses?
~Double or nothing
20. Single or attached?
~Single
21. (BONUS) Point out 5 things about the person who tag you.
~Fun to talk with although not much already
~Flora and Fauna
~One who has a bit of twisted mind like mine
~5s7 mummy
~Someone who seems to put away most of time in msn

I tagged: Anyone who wants to be tagged.

Term 3 nighmare.

Couldn't really find much time to blog,
yet I'm still capable it to summarise this in
A dark nursery rhythm:
Go ahead and whisper it to youself
if you feel the same,
Insomnia.

twinkle twinkle
little pain
I see you’ve come
to play again
lodged here in my soul so tight
turning brightness into night
twinkle twinkle
tearing ache
please let me sleep
to never wake….

…now I lay me down to sleep
my life in tatters at my feet..
if I should Wake before I die
I pray these tattered wings can fly..

twinkle twinkle
empathic strain
I never want to feel again
trapped here in this world so cold
where self is wrong
and Us is gold.
twinkle twinkle
falling tear..
how i wonder why i'm here..
(by =ladynyk)

Term 3 out break!!

Walau eh, term 3 started rather quickly this semester.
Anyhow went to school today only to be acknowledge that,
I've just miss orientation... no big deal.
Found William lazing the on the couch talking on the phone.
Then Steven joined us to have a "long time no c chit chat".
Speaking of Stevan, he bought me a tie from Hong Kong. Thx!
Anyway, went to collect my timetable for tomorrow as well as
my result, phew, luckily I wasn't able to collect it today.
Haiz, bout my freaking timetable, this time like last term leh...
I remember taking double similar subjects, chem 2 and chem 4.
And now I'm given physics 1 and 2...
Phua Chu Kang used to say "dun play play le!!"
Now I'm so toasted...

The school told us to take our results by tomorrow 8am ++ in the morning.
Shit... Sweaty palms...indicating nervousness and high chances
of obtaining very awful results..Nooo!!

As for the rest of the day, wentn to city and meet up my
ex-classmate with Tai and Kai.
Bloody William ar, ajak us to makan but ownself didn't attend.
That was very kind of you!!! "Smack"

Lastly, low on cash already... mom ate it up.
Ahhhhh..... Oh well....
And kena lecture by both my parents; off-shore or in-shore.
Deng...
But I forgot already what I was lectured on or what was it...
OOPS>...... awesome teenage amnesia. One ear in and the other out.
Wait till tomorrow; for my results...
Additional lecture again.

Freezing le..

This morning I had to get up early for work,
apparently the bed was awesomely warm that
I didn't get up right away.
I lay there, cuddle in my warm den.
Then I turned to my table clock,
Omg.. 6 am already...
Nooo... so gonna be late.
Anyway luckily I made it just in time to work.
Nvm that.
Today the temperature drop to near 0 degree Celsius.
Whoa... no wonder today so typically cold,
Could have almost snowed. I remember blowing vapour
out of my nose and mouth each time I breath this
morning. Snow ar snow ar...
Why didn't snow le!!!

Today Zane's in sydney and his sister, Elle
takes over his shift.
Lol, we're competing to stay near the oven all the
time. Then something hit us; open the freaking oven door
and turn the oven on at baking temperature.
Muahha, this went on for a quite some time,
lol, boss is so gonna get the syok when he sees his
electric bills raise..
Ahhaha, anyway got promoted again.
Another raise of a dollar!!
Working again this mon and wed.

No time to jalan-jalan. Should have done it earlier.
And I'm feeling freaking weird these days,
heavy head and quite drowsy. And dreams...
Dreams, dreams dreams... arhhhh.
Life is so... "fun".

Term 2 break.

The exams are over,
gotten lazier as the days go by,
aunty and cousins are going back for their
Winter holidays. Mom's coming.
As for me, nothing much going on except for
being a "couch/computer" potato again, lol...
Is there even such a term as "computer potato"?

Been thinking a lot, and a lot.
-My experiments...
-Wars between 2 great factions:
The war between WB1066 against =ARM=,
it's over... peace is retained...
Major tribes are reforming and competition
for domination will rise, through peace
or war.

Yea, my experiments, my past...
It's not done yet,
Losing sight and mind,
Being engulfed by darkness and sorrows,
it never ends.
Not even a strand of light to be seen,
Predictions are becoming unpredictable.
Rapid change of disorientation,
is the surrounding changing or is it me?

Illumination is merely just something fly-by.
Aside with illusions, aided with confusion
Bringing dazedness to ones soul,
I’m collapsing, to pieces, one by one
The pieces break apart,
From the dawn of the soul, once alive.

I'm like a dying flame on a log,
a spark is all I need to regain.
Where can I find the "spark"?

Double rainbow.

Lol, I seriously have to blog this even in this
crisis of laziness and oncoming exams.
Could have been spending time on blogging about
what's been happening past these 2 weeks,
prom la, my new name la, crazy assignments la and Mr.David Bird
comments on my bio 2 assessments being
too COMPLICATED? Excuse me, sir...
Today is just another day of non-stop raining
in winter...


Then I looked up,
ahh.. the usual rainbow.


Eh? Waaa... Double rainbow wor...
Come'on this is my very first time to be
seeing double rainbow le...
I know it's so freaking lame to be blogging about
this...
Hell, I'm exaggerating again...
Will be posting about the prom and my new
identity here after exams.
For now chiow, peace. :P

Rip my heart out.

Hell ye!! I wanna rip my heart out,
things are going up and down these days,
I'm becoming seriously mentally ill,
SOMEONE GET A DOCTOR!! Or, just get
an autopsy doctor.
The word "relax" doesn't even gets
its chance to appear in my mind,
only in the mouth...
not to mention "chill man"..

Either way, bloody assignments are up again,
won't be mentioning about those crap already,
waste of time.

Btw, one of my peers, Tai is getting engaged,
so fast........ especially when he announced it,
kindda makes me go like
*GAWN*... *speechless* followed by,
continuous laughing.
Lucky chap. All the best to him.
Had lunch together to congratulate him,
and dinner in a Korean restaurant.
By night ended up in Kai's house,
MONOPOLY...
One piece of advice: Do Not Challenge Anyone
With Tremendous Amount of Luck..
You're sure to lose even if it's 2 v 1...
Still dissatisfied thought,
I'll be looking forward to defeat tai by
next week after prom night!! MAUAHAH..
Watch his estates crumble into my hands!!
As he suffers into poverty, and is forced to
auction every piece of estates he owns!!

Hmm.. btw music instruments lovers,
check on Depapepe, damn cun!!
And it's so freaking hard to play guitar
of Depapepe scores lo..
Try out: Rosie Darko and Liquid spear Waltz by
Micheal Andrews too.
It's so soft... and makes you float in an eternal
zone of green gloomy liquefy place.
Try urself.
And thx to eric, for Issac Shepard-Before Dawn.
I'm so into that piano music already...
If only I didn't stop playing piano...
Nooo...

Becoming blur as days goes by.

Yawn... Finally handed up both my bio 2 and chem 2
assignments lo, had to stay up till bloody late
to rush them. Credits to my last min skill, hehe..
This is so bad... last min...
As for tests..
Hmm.. 2 fails, both chem 2 and 4, least bio was
ok, and I've just screwed up Calc today.. nooo...
Well, there's still bio 2 and chem 4 presentation
to go. Darn la.. Why is life so chaotic...
Cool..-_-

Term 2 exam timetables are out too... Holy grail!!
Nooo.. it comes like a train ar...


And with winter coming in... yes it's still autumn..
and it's already cold... When winter comes,
I'm so gonna freeze..
As for the trees... leaves are shedding
and undergoing colour change...


Next chemistry!! WHee..
I loved disobeying procedures and look at my
results!! Freaking awesome eh? But it does look
gross especially the bottom part... I'm still
tryig to figure out why the results
"stack". Possibly density.. suggestions anyone?
It started as this:




To this:


Anyway loads of "things" have been happening
around here lately. William's been pretty right,
time really flies fast this term...
I've been wondering too.. Hmm...
Might be the usual routine in life..
As for the rest, I've come to a decision to rest
my case. Was on the phone with Tai yesterday,
as he told me: "It's time i should know "it".
Yep, it's time. Hopefully.
It's better to know it sooner than to have "it"
deteriorate my studies.
Secondly, I've come to realise that I'm still fresh
to all these part and parcel of life.
Every strength and weakness cannot be hidden from
the sight of oneself, a day shall come for it
to spill. Mark my words.
Least I'll struggle,
to fight back. As the old ways, I'd die for it!!
Take 'em down as long as thy soul lives!!
Kindda remind me of my dark past,
good thing I've changed; That's how
the new Seon is born. And yet, a few can
tell my old past. I must say I'm amazed at some
people.

Btw about work, boss gave me a raise of 1 dollar per
hour already!! Whee... Cause I'm no longer under
"apprentice", which basically means..
NO MORE SPACES FOR MAKING MISTAKES!!

Finally an official disection!!Whee...

It's been like a few years,
since Kwang Hua, the forensic thingy,
Dr.Tan Hwai Seon thingy, or siau Seon,
Yes the day has come,DISSECTION!!

Wheeeee.............
^_^
I feel so fine this morning till noon in school
to do dissection today, yep we're dissecting rats,
reminds me of Pn.Tan(my bio teacher in Kwang Hua)
she said that Mr.Gan doesn't allow dissection of
frogs...
To Mr.Gan: The learning itself comes from
experiencing it not reading from the book...

Keep in mind the picture are SCIENCE not Violence...

Anyway to cut things short,

That man in the white lab coat, David Bird(my bio 2 lecture)
His gets to "cut" the pregnant one...

Well, I joined Miki, erm i can't remember the
others name... oops sry guys and gals...

Here's our little lady rat,
P.S: she's pretty small...


And this is the one when the head was dismembered:



And this one belongs to James(i think tat's his name)
He's done this like 6 times already
and he's so pro that he even teach me
the proper way to open a skull,
there was so much laughter,hahaha.


His eating his tail!!

There's another more with the embryo of the
little rats, oh well not posting..
In case... You know...
End of today...

One last thing to someone here which
I believe doesn't even know the existence of
this blog address:
I dun understand you,
You started it all,
I was truly dumb enough
to fall into, perhaps it was
curiosity or my desire?
Perhaps I love sadism of emotion,
so mesmerise by it.
Now here I am, in my own stupidity
feeling awkward, seeing you everyday,
makes the past replay,
was i being ferocious?
Or atrocious?
My soul is in agonising confusion!
Questions i often asked myself,
for least frivolous i wasnt.
sometimes it's best
for some ppl to leave,
time should work it's way.
When you leave I hope I can become who
I am, who I want to be and myself-
Perhaps I'm deceiving and lying to myself.
I know i'm losing my mind, any mistakes written
dun blame me I just write it out without even
hasitating... and making grammar/poem corrections...

I rather cherish my friends, family,
ppl who knew me and ppl whom i know, ppl
whom i loved, made promised to,
think about and care....

Complexity of life

Feeling like a deadpan,
My visions are blurred-it's dark,
Intimacy with darkness,
Thy shall will not notice,
for thy are oceans apart.

I'm left with hollow contradictions,
Feeling to be devoured,
By eternal entanglement of imaginations.
Revamp is the only hope.
And about hopes?
Reside me will thou?
Will thou intercedes?

Lolz... tat's wat came out of my mind.
Anyway it's around end of week 3,
and so much crap are due soon...NOOO!!
I'm toasted!! Like a meat being
bodyslam by bread and vegetables with
heavy sauce toppings... mmm...
Wait get tat thought back....
Anyway loads of things happend..
Long and complicating story...
Lazy to post.
And got tagged by Flora...
There's some rules too apply but ain't
writting.
1)What was I doing 10 years ago(1998)?
Hmm... I was schooling in SRJK(C) HIN HUA in
class 2H.. and Jacqueline was my neighbour..

2)5 things on my to-do list today
i)do homework and assignments la (always due)
ii)go city yum-cha with friends
iii)find santhia at city
iv)like bath now..
v)gg later

3)5 snacks I enjoy
i)mister potato(specifically tomato flavour in
packets not whole tin)
ii)chocolates that have mints
iii)any milk chocolate/belgian chocolate
iv)mamak foods(miss them liau)
v)food that makes you wanna have more(so much..)

4)5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
i)set up a secret laboratory(you know.. wat i do...)
ii)buy loads of lands!!
iii)treat all my friends go makan/yum-cha
iv)buy all the classical music in the world
v)turn my life into an up to date lifestyle
or set up a variety of lifestyle(
vi)So much more...

5)5 of my bad habits
i)Malaysian last mins
ii)Think too much
iii)Exagguration
iv)Multi-tasking in a bad way
v)Unable to control proper release of
dopamine lvl(normal rite?dunno..)

6)5 places I have lived
i)Klang
ii)Sasaran(Home town)
iii)Tanjong Karang
iv)Taiwan
v)Australia(Currently)

7)5 jobs I've had
i)Money changer
ii)Baker apprentice
iii)Retail apprentice(maybe)

8)5 people I tag
i)raymond(away)
ii)basil chang
iii)adrian(he didnt kena tag)
iv)both my sis!!
v)couz sis!!
vi)wei earn!!

Finally a job.

I went for job hunting in Nedlands(near where I'm
currently living), went to 2 bread shops and
IGA(supemarket). After mins of filling out forms,
from one place to another, Brumby's asked me to start
next sunday, 6.45 am-1.00 pm. Whoa... Need to sleep
early by saturday... nooo... no more gaming with
s7 mates already...

By 4 pm, I went with my couz for basketball with his
friends, it's been 2 years since I've met some of them
whoa, they still make jokes that are seriously hilarious.
You can actually kill a mosquito by not touching it
*gawn*... ahahhaha... Btw, it's a little violent
but it'd so fun to see a mosquito blow up...
AHHAHAh...(I'm not telling till I try it)
Got bump in the face while playig again, ok, 2 spectacles down!!
That is not good...

And lately there's been this heavy and painful
crisis going on around me, and it's getting on
to my nerve. Things turn out from bad to worst,
but eventually I end up with that high lvl
of dopamine. AHHAHAHA as if I took too much
cranks or smoke weeds...(BTW I dun do tat!!)
I'm a "saint".
Ok I was driven by insanity, call it stress or
my own "thoughts" for the past few days,
and I have to thanks those whom help me out
with advices and best of all, direct answers
which have resolve into great solutions.

Anyway I joined the guitar club in school,
consisting of 6 members, 2 staff and 4 students, -.-
It was fine, we have 2 very good players, Adil and Ian.
Looking forward to next thrusday meeting.

Next, I have loads of assignment,project,presentation
and the common ones:homeworks.
Hell is restarting, always by the 2nd or 3rd week of
each term. Oh well, I have to complete my motif here,
getting into UWA.

High lvl of dopamine.

Let's see been moody for the few days back,
and now since yesterday my dopamine level
is apparently quite high...
And I know it's lowering soon..

Anyway went to watch Iron Man in perth city
today, started with 7 ppl for lunch first,
followed by movie with 6 ppl.
Anyway I learn something today,
"char kow tiau"(malaysia) or "nau chau __ hor"(hong kong)
is apparently almost the same.
My "chef" friend(he does cook mushroom i
like to eat), he told me about how to
know "how good a chef is" by trying that
specific plate for it involves loads of
skills to prepare a plate like that.
Secondly, I knew I need to expand my range
so social circle.
Thirdly, school, *yawn*... oh yea...
There's a prom on June the 7th.
No girl... S.O.S... nvm la..
Go pinjam one ahhaha... ask ppl from
Malaysia come here.. (i wished)
Anyway biology!! Genetics, biotechnology assignment!!
Chemistry: Forensic for presentation!! But ppl take
liau *sob*... yerrr....
As for medicine... might not b taking liau...
It's complicated...but I'll try wat I can,
I've made a promise already...

To turn things around, I've been playing loads
of warcraft 3:FT maps with s7 friends,
Yes, it was fun, best of all I felt back home!!
Yippeeeeee

2nd week of term 2

Boy oh boy, what a morning.
Anyway good or bad news? In a way both also got.
Basically, the school accidentally allow me to
overload on chem 4! MUahhahaha... Organic Chem..
GG, tuesday got practical experiment liau...
Just second week nia le.. so fast...
Can expect high stress level in the following months.
So right now I have 5 subject to take instead of
the usual 4 each term.
Secondly it was ANZAC day=holiday!! Cool.
Wat I did was heading myself to a friends house
for "party". It was so not "party"...
Only the 2 handfull of us..
And everyone doing their each individual stuff...
Ask them to bring computer, one went to play Dota,
another was watching some anime, another PSP-ing..
WTf....
By the way.. for the first time.. I won "cho tai di"
hands down!! Rather surprising.. I'm a rookie le...
Cool.. must be from watching 5S7 tat bunch at the back
playing too much liau..
Then there was a lot of ppl gathering in the city.
All wearing red and white. I wonder why?
Knew some of my friends are in there, shouting
something. Oh well, it was santhia whom saw it
not me. Oh one more!
The bank quarantine my atm card cause my pin number wrong..
Haiz... so many times already, have to collect it soon.

Obtained.. =(

I took my results today while submitting my
term 2 subjects...
And worst part is computing 2 is full...
This causes me to be unable to take skill building,
which involves football this term...
FRACK!! Why on earth... Football, futsal...
Then take chem 4 lo... haiz..
Darn and my results.... hell ok la..
But not good enough to "overload", meaning:
I'll have to end my UWAFP by next year,
and I can't go home...
NOOOOO!!! Well, who to blame but myself?
Shit, here's the marks, Bio 1 was 60 and
Chem 1 was 63 add up and you'll get an average
of 61.5, for the other 2 subjects English
was 70% and Intro to Cal was 65%...
Hell, my friend who has 74% of English
gets to take local English while I don't get
to transfer... crap...

Term 2 starts Tomorrow...

By tomorrow 7.35-7.40 am, I'll be departing for Claremonth,
all my way to college, term break feels like it started
yesterday, boy, life is fast isn't it?
Let's have a summary of what I did during the term
break, eat,sleep,play,computer(most of my time),
going out, and can't remember the rest...
Oh one more, the weather is getting colder and colder,
Autumn is surely here, but this cold?... Hell, cold!!
Imagine bloddy winter....
It's been raining lately too,
well I'm wondering how's college gonna be like in term 2?
I haven't even submit my term 2 subjects...HOLY CRAp...
A reason to do it tomorrow... Last min again and again...
As for my term 1 results? Damn scare man...
Some of my friends had theirs' already,
apparently those whom did not receive theirs are
due to unpaid cash for semester 2...
Money-money-money makes the world go round...
XZZZZZZ... wan die liau so blur some more...
And not forgetting FREEZING!!

Eventually *yawn*

So why eventually?
This post is just basically posting on an idea of
"eventually" sounds crappy....
Anyway so lazy to type, it's rather late now,
so got to thx flora for sending the old class pic
and videos had a good laugh and cherished so much
of the past in 4-5S7. Haiz...
It all comes to an end "eventually".
There my point. So lame...
Mumbling to myself again, wkakakka.
I siao liau i believe. Maybe not enought sleep..zzzz...

Btw been a bit insane lately, losing my
patience on a lot of stuff especially friends,
my apologies. Yep. Min ur right she's just a kid.
As for Basil thx for the punching bag.
ahhaa...

A new lesson

Yesterday, well nothing much really hap pended just went to
borders again. But this time it serve as a rendezvous point.
Oh well, I was late again. Wakaakak, kena scould by Tai pula...
Anyway, luckily Travis was worst than me. He was late
for like 2 hrs and I was an hour late. Phew...
So Tai went and buy chocolates for his future wife,
while Kai accompany him,
as for me, I stayed back with the girls and waited for Travis.
I went back looking for that demon hunter book, there's a sign
in the book which captures my attention so much, a Succubi sign.
That sign, I don't know why, so familiar, so interesting.
And now I already memorised that sign in my head.
As for the day, we just head for lunch and went KTV.
Kindda drank, for 4 years I have not touch beer except wine,
I didn't get very dizzy!! Yea!
Then we got back, late.
Just when she had low blood pressure, no choice kindda felt
guilty. Should've help her drink. So I accompany her home.
Suddenly I remembered something back then,
about a schoolmate who lives near my house.
I was present when it happened. Don't wan it to happen again.
At least she's alright, luckily that bastard didn't harm her.


And when I got back...
Bla.. bla.. bla..
The rest is lectures and new set of rules was put up,
be back by 3 pm during winter...
NOOO... oh well, c la.
Conc: Caring comes at a price too, you just have sacrifice
-just like love.

4th April, As usual.

These are the days that I dreamed of ever since
college been giving out so much assessments and work
to do.
Going out, spending time with friends, doing any
activities, sit all day playing games, watching shows
or movies, doing anything that could at least
put some meaning into life, earn experiences
and the list just goes on...

Oh well, went to the beach 2 days ago with a number
of friends. Didn't when into the sea...
Oh well, forbidden? Kindda.
Anyway went to the city for lunch and spend an hour
just hunting for food... Jesssss...
Questions like: where are we eating? I wanna eat fried rice.
Korean food... Dude we've been walking rounds...
And we ended up in the food court...
Speaking of Australian food, oh boy...
It's so weird... Why on earth does dim sum here taste
so goooooooooddddd? Cause the hong kong's make them here.
mmmm.... too bad I ate kebab and regretted.
Then we spend time "walk see, walk see" after knowing
that the movies show time was far off our schedule.
So we went to Borders, coffee and sneak peeking books.
That's all till we got home and when to Mc Donald's,
seriously 3 months plus here and it's the first time
I actually step into a Mc Donald's... hehe...

After that? Throttle off to home lo, everyone when back
towards their route. Leaving 2 of us back throttling back
to our train routes.

This time we really dont't have much to talk, I guess
such things happens after... well...
I myself don't even know how to explain either, I'll
just rest my case.

For today, I've finished every game on my laptop
that has a campaign or quest or even mission,
Hell, now the only thing that can suck the life
out of me is no longer college assessment and works,
it's boredom that is making my life meaningless.
Day after day, I stare at my laptop either on
msn or spending time replaying computer games.
Argggggggg............ /gg...

April fool's of 2008.

It's the 1st of April, and the day my term break starts.
Woohoo!! Holidays....
Well, finished both my intro to calc and biology 1 exams today.
And making fun of wei ming and joe in class blog, yep.
Yea tat's about it.
For the rest, it's basically some history.
There's just too much been happening lately.
Good or bad.. it's all there.
Tears I have shed, may it be my self-history
and an experience of life.
The joy I had with her, the confusion among us.
My ego, her blurriness.
The misconception, break one apart,
it's how you put them back together.
In shreds or pieces, they're all the same,
It's how they break.
When it fails to do so,
I myself have no idea wat to do so...

I'm not normal!!

After seeing Eric and Flora taking this test,
I've decided to take it too....
And during test i've decided to exaggurate stuff...
And here's what happend if u exaggurate...
/gg

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid Disorder:	High
Schizoid Disorder:	Moderate
Schizotypal Disorder:	High
Antisocial Disorder:	High
Borderline Disorder:	Moderate
Histrionic Disorder:	Very High
Narcissistic Disorder:	High
Avoidant Disorder:	High
Dependent Disorder:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! -- -- Personality Disorders --

The time to choose.

The song of twilight time is playing,
dazzling and swizzling thorough my ears.
I saw my approval of entering Standard due to
an acceptance of Spm results,
happy at sight then the more there is to think,
the worst it becomes and the stress level rises....
Now I'm in dilemma struggling to consider this approval.
Should I take it or denied it? The passport to an early
entitlement to University of Western Australia(UWA) or
should i just take my old trip of slowly moving towards UWA?
Time, Studies, People, Life, Stress level...
Both decision has its ups and downs...
Dilemma.... haiz...

Surprise surprise....

Well, I moved today to Nedlands.
Anyway was browsing throught ppl blog
when I ended up with this...
Some are quite accurate...
Specially the one on my birthday...

Your Birthdate: November 24

For you, love is a natural progression from friendship. You are almost always friends first. In love, you are loyal, steady, and honest. You are not a cheater or even much of a flirt. You are likely to stay friends with your ex... and open to rekindling something in the future. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1 You are most compatible with people born on the 6th, 15th, and 24th of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

What Tan Hwai Seon Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator! You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Tan Hwai Seon Means

T is for Thrilling A is for Alert N is for Natural H is for Hardworking W is for Wise A is for Athletic I is for Innocent S is for Sappy E is for Ebullient O is for Old N is for Natural

What Does Your Name Mean?

A last&first late night walk

It's near 3 am in Woodvale, Perth.
Just got back from taking a walk nearby,
3 of us, Alex(homestay's son), Eric(homemate from china),
and me myself of course.
Well, it was my suggestion in playing golf at this late
hour of time.
Too bad the field spot-lights was off, darn...
So instead, we went for a walk.
Made some suggestions on playing with ppl's doorbell,
you know "ring and run" we seen it all on cartoons?
Haven't we? Not fun until you do it hahaha.
So there we were holding a golf club each,
swinging the clubs around.
The night felt young, as the street lights blaze.
So peacefull it felt, as the chilling air
tried to achive thermal equilibrium with my face.
Fresh night air was sensed, as the other senses
work themselve into each specific feelings.
Taking our sweet time walking,
so here it is, my first walk so late and my last
in woodvale.
Noooo... I'll be leaving woodvale soon...
Guess I'll be missing eating Ms.Endang cooking and
their nice hospitality... ahhh junk food at lunch and noodles
during weekends, her pasta... so unique... and the most
memorable, the usual uptake of curry. And Chinese new year's
buy in food...
If only school was nearby then I wouldn't have to move
over to my relatives place.
I'll miss them...

NOOO.... Screw it....

Ever since yesterday, the topic just soothes how
life has been. Firstly, I made myself a title:
A Silly me. WHy? Simple, I threw my headphone
in the washing machine because the sound feedback
was very not clear.
Next I manage to crack Fable: The Lost Chapters
from the original cd!!!
And now you can trade 2 games for 1 new!!!
Wheeee....
And best of all, there is assignment and presentation
due by next week!!!
So it's time to stay up late and play till
you notice it's already early in the morning since you
notice you been playing like 12 hrs straight and you
haven't done the laundry. While you know you've got
to pack your stuff as your moving by the next 14 hrs...
Oh mi gooddddddd................
Oh well, stay cool and calm....
BTw, then there was splashing water while the surrounding
temperature was cold along side with strong chilling winds
blowing. So 3 idiots splashing each other with chilling
water while the school was empty.
So cold that we were freezing down our spines...
And the reward: Nothing but a Fantastic Flu to come in with!!
HOW COOL IS TAT!!
Dial: 04-IDIOTS!! right away to obtain ur reward!!
FEi...... lol....
Come to think of it, why the hell am I so fei today....
Ahhh... the joy of wanting to bang ur head on the wall,
well it doesn't make sense but it does tell you
why some people are just there to give you stress,
and make you feel as if ur talking to
some kind of wall.
Speaking of insanity the best way to attain such
raging madness is by msn with these people..
No offences but this is reality...
LOL... feels like my head is so spiininnigggg...
Boy.... did I saw tat painting move???
mauhahahahah