To be continued... I still haven successfully removed the virus yet...
Friday, December 24, 2010
1st time facing such Amazing BD virus
To be continued... I still haven successfully removed the virus yet...
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
It's kindda confusing like how task that seem pretty easy can be
a whole hell of nightmare when the results comes out.
Yea, had a rough time and going thru a rough period in uni currently.
Anyways back to my pilse of workload "it".
Found this on fb by ah bi, turns out it makes pretty much sense.
Wish to to share it amongst everyone.
有位心理学家曾写道,一个成熟称得上真爱的恋情必须经过四个阶段,那就是:
共存 反依赖 独立 共生
之间转换所需的时间不一定,因人而易。
第一个阶段:共存。
这是热恋时期,不论何时何地总希望能腻在一起。
第二个阶段:反依赖。
等情感稳定,一方想多一点时间做自己想做的事,这时另一方就会感到被冷落。
第三个阶段:独立。
这是第二个阶段的延续,要求更多独立自主的时间。
第四个阶段:共生。
这时新的相处之道成形,你们已经成为最亲密的人。
你们在一起相互扶持、一起开创属于你们人生。
你们在一起不会互相牵绊,而会互相成长。
他(她)就像是你的亲人。
但是,好多人都通不过第二或第三阶段,选择分手。
其实很多事只要好好沟通就会没事,可是想太多和任性就是无法避免。
世界上遇到唯一的你多么不容易,能不能不要轻言放弃。
你发现了吗?
你们本没有相同之处,外表不相像,性格也是南辕北辙,
但是相爱然后在一起,
日复一日,年复一年,
你会惊讶你的眼睛竟有点像他的眼睛。
他的微笑竟也有点像你的微笑。
你们走路的步伐变得相似。
你们说话的语气也愈来愈像。
你们爱喝同一杯饮料。
你们的口头禅变得一样。
你们总能猜到对方下一句话是什么。
原来我们会变成我们所爱的人。
你在不知不觉中让他改掉了他爱皱眉的坏习惯。
这个改变,或许连他自己也不曾察觉。
他在不知不觉中让你变得做事不再马马虎虎。
你差点认不出自己。
会在不知不觉中逐渐变成对方理想中的人,
这种改变,绝对不是刻意的。
两个人相处时间越久,气质也越相近,
有一天,你惊讶地发现,
这样的你们多么默契。
或许再也遇不到这样的感情。
深深爱着一个人的时候,你原来真的会一点一点失去自己,
可是为什么你还会觉得快乐呢。
大概是因为你在失去的同时,也赚了,
你把他的气质和他的微笑都赚回来了。
朋友,你们走到哪个阶段了?
世界上遇到唯一的你多么不容易,能不能不要轻言放弃。
能不能一直走下去。
请不要说下辈子,
我多怕下辈子再遇不到你。
所以就这辈子,
就让我们一直在一起走下去……
(献给正走在一起的你们,要一直走下去哟~)
Monday, September 27, 2010
Oh, tonight I'm feeling fine
I'm alone, just wasting time
No Friday movie nights
Or romantic candle lights
I'm just having conversations
With the thoughts in my head
All I hear are angels crying
Oh, won't they just sing instead
It would be wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Honestly, this won't do
How is she doing?
I tell myself I'm feeling swell
But I know I'm such a fool
I could take it as a new beginning
But you know I don't feel that way
Who will take all this pain away?
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Talk about a sin
Was the day I walked into the other side
I would run back in
I wouldn't waste no time
I know it's wrong for me to say
I don't need that girl by my side
I don't need that girl in my life
I don't want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don't want to say she's my kind
I don't want to say that she's mine
I don't want to tell her that
I love her more than life
More than life, Yeah
Love her more than life
Yeah, yeah, yeah
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Woohoo, another study break.
Still stuk with my broken keyboard on my lappie.
HENKE I'LL BE USING "K"s instead of of the alphabert "si"
bleh, ah bi's in meeting now, felt so free.
PLay la, see wat happens :P
Gotto admit i'm having a liking for david's song,
partikularly on that one simplikity yet awesome melody.
Wouldnt wanna get into too details.
Muahaha... oh yea,. the laundry.... gg
Thursday, September 16, 2010
Something about Murdoch University
The recognition of that excellence has stemmed from a variety of sources including
2000 Princess Anne visits the campus in 2000.
2004 Murdoch's co-founding of the Innovative Research Universities group which has subsequently blossomed into a major Australian research asset.
2007 Murdoch becomes the only Australian university to win a 5 star rating for Graduate Satisfaction from the Good Universities Guide for 13 out of the past 14 years.
Murdoch University was ranked 2nd nationally for Teaching and Learning in Humanities, Arts, Education programs.
Murdoch University was ranked 5th nationally for Teaching and Learning in Science and Engineering programs.
Murdoch University was ranked 8th nationally for Research Intensity.
Law School receives award for excellence. Murdoch wins Moot Court.
Murdoch University is one of only five United Nations appointed research centres worldwide
2009 Murdoch makes news with groundbreaking AIDS research and a new twist to the principles of Darwinian evolution. Murdoch opens Dubai academic centre in the Middle East.
The alternative consensus: This is not a top 12 university as has been suggested. It is a top five university with international excellence in a variety of fields as diverse as veterinary science, Asian Studies, and contemporary Aboriginal literature. Murdoch's relatively small enrollment of 17,000 students allows it to be discretionary about admissions while maintaining a strong concern for assisting underrepresented social groups.
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Desolate
despite of knowing,
One can enjoy the gripe,
the fear of being engulf in mist;
especially when sight goes of tracked.
Raises the question...
Where is one?
Goodness gracious lascivious of OBLIVION!
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Holiday excellently spend doing stuff,
totally unrelated to uni.... feel so gg.
At least i had plenty of fun with ah bi!!
That's for now in life.
AHHAHAH
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Death

I walked along the silent hall,
strolling along the arcs.
Of ancient walls attired in grime,
A feculent smells arises,
withou hesitation a smack,
between the senses;
loathe and dread.
It stalks, in it's fusty cloak,
bypassing the begrimment pedesterians.
Showering'em in mortility ambience,
creating an aura of fear,
Why?
perhaps a belial, or merely the-
mind tricks played by ones concious.
The air grew misty. Unrendered;
the way one may become of.
unseen by the passing-bys,
behind that narrow door of oak,
where the ravens lurked moments ago.
the prey,thy, pleading in plight-
with no one to hear his pledge,
engulfs by ravens.
Liver to blood and fine dust;
The air turned still.
Thing turned back the way they are.
Evil lurks, in between these strees.
Leaving only traces of dust
Perhaps sadomasochistic could save ye life?
In your bone i crave my flute enjoying the flesh and soul in china-ware,
and commented,
'thy have hollow bones that they makes deafening music of pain!'

Sunday, July 18, 2010
Alterations
i've notice the trend in flip-flops around lives of ppl around me,
as compared to back then for say, 3 years ago?
This trend, kept me pondering what on earth has been going on?
Surprisingly, after weeks of pondering I came up with a conclusion,
simply; we're growing and adapting to the reality out there.
For instance, of many blogs i've revisited, gatherings, yum-cha sessions,
noticing that friends are beginning to lose touch with each other,
being skeptical about hanging out around the same bunch,
or perhaps the change in the sense of "interest" and losing topic of "interest".
As the saying goes, as we grow older we branch out amongst oneself.
Funny, it's easy to see the trends, but the true answer beneath it...
lies rather, in COMPLEXITY.
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Things have become rather, unusual since you left,
as if you left a very deep touch amongst my occupied place,
not of curse but of compliment and praise.
As much as i'd love to say, "please come again".
Bi... dun get murdered by boredom. Kill it,
remember that awesome book you showed me?
Have a read. Might be aweseon?
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Leadership
leadership came through me first, I remember my old days,
the very first time i entered bilden, i was immediately
promoted to leader which astound me very much.
Come to think of my experiences, and now...
I wonder what have all these natural leadership instincts,
aura and power have gone to I questioned.
All the while in college and university,
I've never find myself possessing my past powers as before.
In deep thoughts, I find no inner peace,
regretted the lost of my powers.
Anyway decided to go for a heavy chain of diet after reading
readers digest recently.
1)Usual bread - Dense bread/linseed or sourdough
2)Cakes and pastries - Fruit yogurt(excellent for sweet toothed)
3) Snacks(chips) - Dried fruit, apple/apricots and nuts. Fresh grapes, raspberries, figs and rhubarb
4)Rice, pasta and noodles - Long-grain rice, basmati, medium-grain brown, cracked wheat(bulgur) quinoa or buckwheat noodle.
5)Spread and sweeteners, sugar, honey, syrup - yellow box honey
Taken from reader digest.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
Suicide
In my opinion:
I hate my internet connection.
I find life too weird.
I hate the way the "system" here.
I find talking on the phone too long bizarre.
It's funny that,
thy can see the "objective/goal/aim",
yet not the movement.
It's far grotesque when we start googling "suicide".
Never meant anything I said.
Sry bi.
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Will reupdate after exams...2 months time :P
~ Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many.
~ Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books.
~ Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders.
~ Do not believe in traditions ... See More because they have been handed down for many generations.
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But after observation and analysis,
when you find that anything agrees with reason
and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all,
then accept it and live up to it.
-- Buddha
1. I think part of a best friend's job should be to immediately clear your computer history if you die.
2. Nothing sucks more than that moment during an argument when you realize you're wrong.
3. I totally take back all those times I didn't want to nap when I was younger.
4. There is great need for a sarcasm font.
5. How the hell are you supposed to fold a fitted sheet?
6. Was learning cursive really necessary?
7. Map Quest really needs to start their directions on #5. I'm pretty sure I know how to get out of my neighborhood.
8. Obituaries would be a lot more interesting if they told you how the person died.
9. I can't remember the last time I wasn't at least kind of tired.
10. Bad decisions make good stories.
11. You never know when it will strike, but there comes a moment at work when you know that you just aren't going to do anything productive for the rest of the day.
12. Can we all just agree to ignore whatever comes after Blue Ray? I don't want to have to restart my collection...again.
13. I'm always slightly terrified when I exit out of Word and it asks me if I want to save any changes to my ten-page research paper that I swear I did not make any changes to.
14. "Do not machine wash or tumble dry" means I will never wash this - ever.
15. I hate when I just miss a call by the last ring (Hello? Hello? Damn it!), but when I immediately call back, it rings nine times and goes to voicemail. What did you do after I didn't answer? Drop the phone and run away?
16. I hate leaving my house confident and looking good and then not seeing anyone of importance the entire day. What a waste.
17. I keep some people's phone numbers in my phone just so I know not to answer when they call.
18. I think the freezer deserves a light as well.
19. I disagree with Kay Jewelers. I would bet on any given Friday or Saturday night more kisses begin with Miller Lite than Kay.
20. I wish Google Maps had an "Avoid Ghetto" routing option.
21. Sometimes, I'll watch a movie that I watched when I was younger and suddenly realize I had no idea what the heck was going on when I first saw it.
22. I would rather try to carry 10 plastic grocery bags in each hand than take 2 trips to bring my groceries in.
23. The only time I look forward to a red light is when I'm trying to finish a text.
24. I have a hard time deciphering the fine line between boredom and hunger.
25. How many times is it appropriate to say "What?" before you just nod and smile because you still didn't hear or understand a word they said?
26. I love the sense of camaraderie when an entire line of cars team up to prevent an ass from cutting in at the front. Stay strong, brothers and sisters!
27. Shirts get dirty. Underwear gets dirty. Pants? Pants never get dirty, and you can wear them forever.
28. Is it just me or do high school kids get dumber & dumber every year?
29. There's no worse feeling than that millisecond you're sure you are going to die after leaning your chair back a little too far.
30. As a driver I hate pedestrians, and as a pedestrian I hate drivers, but no matter what the mode of transportation, I always hate cyclists.
31. Sometimes I'll look down at my watch 3 consecutive times and still not know what time it is.
32. Even under ideal conditions people have trouble locating their car keys in a pocket, finding their cell phone, and Pinning the Tail on the Donkey - but I'd bet my behind everyone can find and push the snooze button from 3 feet away, in about 1.7 seconds, eyes closed, first time, every time!
33. We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by.
It's funny in life that, we think of the future at random times.
Imagine in the near coming future, littlest things that affects us in a million ways,
such that symbolises enormous differences.
Eg: 1) A gathering or reunion with your old mates
Some turns up with spindliest of wealth,
some dwell in the artistic beauty of art,
there're those that ends up with, the average one can pull thru,
and pity of those beggared and are destitute.
Such "appearance" affect how one would view each other with admiring,
adornment, acceptance, abhor, condemns and perhaps savories.
Rather this thought or shall i say imagination has put a toll,
a sort of mentally push towards what life has to offer.
Indeed one would say, whatever one does in life,
will effect ones future. Perfectly said.
The future, is foretold by the judgement or self-denial.
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It's funny how things are changing at a fast pace,
people around you tend rip stuff as if the world surrounding
us are nothing but merely an illusion or an imaginary world.
Randomly, I'm thinking about kendo.
Gosh, I have to admit it that i do miss trying to whack
and the desiring to slice somebody badly.
Hmm... I leave things the way they are until exams are over.
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
To a friend. Vigil
好男人全是在被女人伤过后,才学的变坏
女人,有些事你们真的不知道!
你们总是抱怨没有好男人,你们错了。
好男人全是在被女人伤过后,才学的变坏!
你们总是抱怨自己的男人优点太少,不能让你们满意!你们错了
十全十美的人根本就没有。只要他有责任心,有一颗爱你在乎你的心就够了!
帅气+幽默+有钱+真心+浪漫,就是你们心中的完美情人吧。
自己想要真有那样的人,他会爱上你吗?
你们怪男人的脾气大,本事小,没有能力让你们活在高层的社会。
想你们为男人做过什麽?安慰?患难?
还是丢下一句对不起,我们不合适的话,然后转身离开呢?
你们总是觉得有个男人爱你,在乎你是应该的。
你们可以随便抛洒自己的不满,说出伤人到底的话。
你们到底懂不懂什麽是爱?
难道感情的压迫真的会让你们过的很舒服?
不要等爱你的男人离开后,在哭着说自己错了。
那时的后悔真的晚了。
你们失恋了,会找自己的好朋友吐苦水,然后在大哭一场,之后就又可以说爱了!
可是男人呢?他能找谁倾诉呢?
他只能在没人的角落裏,抽着烟默默的落泪,
在夕阳下回忆曾经相爱时的情景,
或许在回忆的瞬间裏,才能感受到爱的含义!
但他在真爱的世界裏,剩下的仅仅是回忆!
在男人没有被伤害过之前,他们会遵守自己承诺的任何誓言。
但是男人真的爱过后,且被伤的很深,那你就不要期望男人会说爱情诺言的保险话了。
即使说过了,那也是有水分的!
不要怪他,这是上天所赐的无法改变的,男人的爱只有一次!
其实每个男孩,本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人的。
其实每个男孩,本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是胸部的。
其实每个男孩,本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。
其实每个男孩,本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永远的。
只是,没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩,她们觉得这样的男孩太幼稚,太古板,没有情趣。
于是男孩开始改变,变成女孩喜欢的那种嘴角挂着坏坏的笑,玩世不恭或者幽默。
开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心里想说的话,
开始学会假装关心,
学会给女孩送小礼物讨好她、学会如何追求,如何把握爱情。
或者看破红尘,游戏情场,成为女人恨恨的那种男人。
他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心 但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪。
心里有爱的时候,没有女孩.有了女孩,却永远没有了爱的感觉。
在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候,他们不会再去努力做个好男人,只是微笑着擦肩而过。
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Valentin heureuse & 恭喜法菜!
it's a pleasant day indeed for the year 2010, 2 more years to
dooms-day(to those believers) and 2013-1-4 to all those whose
planning to get marry.
(hint: it's still in the pond)
For my baby bunny, i'm sorry we couldn't celebrate
valentines together baby,
as promised I'll be with you celebrating,
spiritually and sightly. :p
COnnected;
I love you Chua Chiew Shing!
Happy valentines and Happy CHinese new year!
Ang pau lai lai.
AS for all the rest Happy chinese new year, and
once again, sadly, couldn't attend any angpau gatherings,
woo hooo, we all 'll get used to it one day.
These whole time haven't been able to entertain everyone,
my apologies, as so to speak.
Put that aside feel free to buzz thy up.
lyol!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
期望的雪花
在遠離望著。:P
如願的你微笑,
牵著手的我們;
如我手中常牽手的鮮花,
你那花香的迷著我的味道,
然後一起分享又懷念。
下雨的時候
被;
相聚离开一陣,
心裡的燃料由她微笑,
充满又填滿了記憶,
期待,
每一步,就每一秒,得期望。
感動。
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Ah dear dear.
The physic builds us together,
The biology holds us together,
The math brings us together,
The coincident meets us together,
The fate connects us together,
The souls of us unite,
And our hearts become ONE!
(copyright, ur stuff is mine, my stuff is urs.)
[got different le lo, share share le.]
Absense
withhold of time, If i may,
rather as one would present,
not the seeking of time, but of where my baby is.
MUaccksss
Surprise!
Headline le, ah dear!
Somebody ought to be smiling like sakai lo.
:p
Zi lian po!
Muacks. Miss my sugar bunny top up with bacon le...
Bloggie updates,
yea... let's see.
Life's pretty "not" busy.
Spend more of my time "ain't" working and moving around.
Loads of gathering occured recently, and yeap
no pictures but only memories. So 5s7 style... wa piang la.
1) Went to a concert
2) Isn't this similar to miri somehow?
3) Everytime after futsal we tend to spend our time,
YeaP, we're always trying to kill each other.There's much more to blog but i'll leave it for now.
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Ten Things Women Forget to Do During Sex
1. Vocalize your enjoyment! Listening to a woman bellow in ecstasy “I’m … COOOOOOOMING!” is as good, if not better, than the sex itself.
2. ... but don’t forget that other people in house/apartment nearby will hear you, especially if he is awkward about that sort of thing.
3. NO. TEETH. (What are you, eighteen? You should know that by now, really.)
4. Offering to let him come on your face will make his friggin‘ day. If that’s too porn-y for you, let him come on your chest instead.
5. That slow, gentle, tender sex you’re having? It’s probably for your benefit, not his. “Guys love the express train 90 percent of the time, so get off the local!” Maybe just be clear that there should be a fast sex/slow sex balance in the relationship, lest he think you like the jackhammering as much as he does.
6. Men don’t only love penis massages—they love back and shoulder massages, too. Making him come then rolling him over and mounting his butt to administer a back massage is a lovely way to bring on A Post-Coital Man Nap.
7. Wait to hop in the shower and wash all that dirty, dirty sex off. “Come back to bed after you’re done warding off a UTI in the loo when we’re finished—there’s nothing like savoring the moment.” Aww, they get lonely when we leave them in bed by themselves!
8. Boys have nipples, too, and sometimes, they can be very sensitive. His junk isn’t the only place he wants you to kiss!
9. Assume your guy’s anus is feeling neglected, too. “Don’t forget that some guys like a pinkie in the ass.” He just might be too embarrassed to ask for it, so let your fingers wander and see what happens.
10. Get out of the bedroom. “Women forget to have sex anywhere other than in bed without guidance.” I think this means he likes to do it in the shower?
Dear dear, muaccks, if you see this, hamsap po!
Got this while browsing around.
It's alright.