Sunday, October 25, 2009

Bon apetti?

Update:
1) New nephew
Yeap, his name is curwin Tan. Pretty cute fellow,
laughs a lot and toss in the cheeky chicks,
and wala bon apetti?
Well, literally speaking in that sense.

2) Brand new toyota fortuner
I gotto admit, this car is one hell of muscle car,
it's like a larger size lexus plus the comfort of toyota harrier
with engine from toyota hilux all combine together,
drove it for more than a handful can fit.
Nice car but parking tends to be a pain in the ass.




The best part is the fact that people have to give way to me mmm-mmm.
Hell ya!
as far as I'm concerned, it's the big cars that you gotto give way to.


3) Might be moving to setia alam

Dad got interested in a couple of houses down there,
pretty good environment but unfortunately it's taken and
we're trying to contact and negotiate with whom ever bought
those houses.

P.s: + Eric's in setia alam as well.
- Poor Ivan's ain't anywhere near us mate.


4) UNi exams are over
Well well, shouldn't we be calling up for parties?
The fun part is always the ending days of exams,
pretty much it's like smoking pot all day or
spending days snuggling in the strips clubs.
Hell as if a wish upon a falling star.
Glad I've gone thru Cell Bio, that unit can be
one hell of annihilation of ones life as so to speak.
23th shall be the date they're gonna release the rest of
our farking exams. Hmm life goes on.


5) Repicking up Piano
yeap, it's true, well not completely.
Still looking for a flexible piano teacher to reteach me from
square 1. I haven't drop out on guitar yet, no worries. For least.
LOL


Pictures tells 1000 words, obviously.

6) Baby Eva went to singapore
to fetch a tonne of shopping goods,
Seon fell down and broke a whole in his wallet,
And Eva came tumbling after. Lol

Had to keep the best part to the last.
Hehe, baby went to singapore 2 days ago,
and gosh I gotto admit these 3 days seem
much worst than the preset of 3 months.
Besides, being optimistic would be like:
Horray! Another 2 mon...thsss...

Fell sick the other day hor babe? 好啦承认是被人想念。 :P
In wonderment,
what are you doing ar?
Always looking forward towards your smile sayang.




不见的人影如乳针,
如燕的飘拂,
好很想念一只面包人. :P
Afterall 说的一一切,我嫩的话语,
望着落在我怀里。
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Life never stops spinning, if it ever stops,
it ain't because of surroundings,
the reasoning of it lies within our halting of our souls.
mesmerise can stop one from breathing,
after all that's how breathtaking comes from,
and it's you where I whisper upon the wind;
breathtaking.

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Recent unpleasant event have arisen between many of us,
as friends, classmates & schoolmates. I shall upbring this in future.

While it is true that most of us are the way we are now
because of the way we were brought up (I don't think anyone could
argue against that), it is also true that by the time we're in
our late teens or early twenty's, we ought to be mature enough to
make our own decisions.

By the time we move out of our comfort houses, we should be in
control of our own lives. We should choose what to believe, how
to act, and how to adapt to our environments.

I share absolutely no sympathy for people that use
their "environment" as an excuse.






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Wake me up when Feb ends,
sleepless is the epoch of apathy,
what leads is insomania,
like caffein, with it's ecstasy to an extend,
without it, vigilance.
A disease that rips the soul,
rather, not of illness,
but continuous agonising...
*author goes possessed*
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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

发誓


明知爱着你
咖啡如此的苦,
也苦涩甘愿尝得凄美
爱着你
全是你
发誓从此
绝无后悔。

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Float far away





Let the whole world fall away
And fall into my arms
Stay with me
I don't know how long we've got left
And so I'm asking you
To forgive me
I learn as I go
To float far away
Into silence
And just watch your face
And find some kind of grace
In that quite bliss

Where will we go when we get old
When the bustle and the noise
Get too frightening
When each and every angry word
Is banished to the past
Thats when I think...
We'll learn as we go
To float far away
Into silence
And I'll watch your face
And read of patience and grace
In each line there

Will you walk into the grave with me
Will you leave this empty world
Soft and wistful
To sink into the dark, dank earth
And never reappear would be blissful
To float far away
Into eternal space
And God's silence
Where I'll watch your face
And find patience and grace
In each line there

Can I stay and say nothing at all. Work each day, all for nothing at all.
The few words I say they mean nothing at all. Drift away into nothing at all.
Find the grace to be nothing at all. Fade away and end up nothing at all.
At all, at all, at all.


Update
Here's a minor update:
Exams and assignments are giving me huge pain in the ass.
Grades are dropping. Tying to cope. Dying of HD.

Will do anything for HD...

Still ill.

Close to bare naked.

Supplies are low.

In amidst, ask not of spectra.

What seems visible, are illusions.

Requiem becomes of unnecessary.

Blur as hell.






明明知道我跟你,我一点都不快乐,你偏偏不让步,
我就死在不开心,在吃下不想吃的,做被你逼的事,
难道自己会感言吗?
有时候,觉得自己是在欺骗自己,不敢说本来都不配,
慢慢的,闪闪的,说-依然又被你...
其實很不快樂,想躲進暗黑街角。
未快樂得起,想离开了已很久。