Yeap, Life's a huge encyclopedia of history.
Mostly depending on how one chooses to see,
admire, or indulge into it.
Here's the fact, it's only a couple minutes left and I know
I ain't capable of writing even essays made up of cock and bull
stories at this pace.
Apologies to all mates, whom I'm unable to entertain,
life goes spinning and we've just gotto catch the drift at times yeah?
Cheers.
Finally, my dear, I've gotto admit, she's the one I'm writing up this
last post, I cherish every moment and savored as much as I can
despite being away from her. Miss you my dear heaps, :>.<:
<3!
Happy 2010 everyone!
Life ahead is always in our hands.
Wished time we're short then again the core turns;
and arises core and pros.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Bon apetti?
Update:
1) New nephew
Yeap, his name is Kerwyn Tan. Pretty cute fellow,
laughs a lot and toss in the cheeky chicks,
and wala bon apetti?
Well, literally speaking in that sense.
2) Brand new toyota fortuner
I gotto admit, this car is one hell of muscle car,
it's like a larger size lexus plus the comfort of toyota harrier
with engine from toyota hilux all combine together,
drove it for more than a handful can fit.
Nice car but parking tends to be a pain in the ass.
The best part is the fact that people have to give way to me mmm-mmm.
Hell ya!
as far as I'm concerned, it's the big cars that you gotto give way to.
3) Might be moving to setia alam
Dad got interested in a couple of houses down there,
pretty good environment but unfortunately it's taken and
we're trying to contact and negotiate with whom ever bought
those houses.
P.s: + Eric's in setia alam as well.
- Poor Ivan's ain't anywhere near us mate.
4) UNi exams are over
Well well, shouldn't we be calling up for parties?
The fun part is always the ending days of exams,
pretty much it's like smoking pot all day or
spending days snuggling in the strips clubs.
Hell as if a wish upon a falling star.
Glad I've gone thru Cell Bio, that unit can be
one hell of annihilation of ones life as so to speak.
23th shall be the date they're gonna release the rest of
our farking exams. Hmm life goes on.
5) Repicking up Piano
yeap, it's true, well not completely.
Still looking for a flexible piano teacher to reteach me from
square 1. I haven't drop out on guitar yet, no worries. For least.
LOL
Pictures tells 1000 words, obviously.
6) Baby Eva went to singapore
to fetch a tonne of shopping goods,
Seon fell down and broke a whole in his wallet,
And Eva came tumbling after. Lol
Had to keep the best part to the last.
Hehe, baby went to singapore 2 days ago,
and gosh I gotto admit these 3 days seem
much worst than the preset of 3 months.
Besides, being optimistic would be like:
Horray! Another 2 mon...thsss...
Fell sick the other day hor babe? 好啦承认是被人想念。 :P
In wonderment,
what are you doing ar?
Always looking forward towards your smile sayang.
不见的人影如乳针，
如燕的飘拂，
好很想念一只面包人. :P
Afterall 说的一一切,我嫩的话语，
望着落在我怀里。
__________________________________________________________
Life never stops spinning, if it ever stops,
it ain't because of surroundings,
the reasoning of it lies within our halting of our souls.
mesmerise can stop one from breathing,
after all that's how breathtaking comes from,
and it's you where I whisper upon the wind;
breathtaking.
----------------------------------------------------------
Recent unpleasant event have arisen between many of us,
as friends, classmates & schoolmates. I shall upbring this in future.
While it is true that most of us are the way we are now
because of the way we were brought up (I don't think anyone could
argue against that), it is also true that by the time we're in
our late teens or early twenty's, we ought to be mature enough to
make our own decisions.
By the time we move out of our comfort houses, we should be in
control of our own lives. We should choose what to believe, how
to act, and how to adapt to our environments.
I share absolutely no sympathy for people that use
their "environment" as an excuse.
----------------------------------------------------------
Wake me up when Feb ends,
sleepless is the epoch of apathy,
what leads is insomania,
like caffein, with it's ecstasy to an extend,
without it, vigilance.
A disease that rips the soul,
rather, not of illness,
but continuous agonising...
*author goes possessed*
----------------------------------------------------------
1) New nephew
Yeap, his name is Kerwyn Tan. Pretty cute fellow,
laughs a lot and toss in the cheeky chicks,
and wala bon apetti?
Well, literally speaking in that sense.
2) Brand new toyota fortuner
I gotto admit, this car is one hell of muscle car,
it's like a larger size lexus plus the comfort of toyota harrier
with engine from toyota hilux all combine together,
drove it for more than a handful can fit.
Nice car but parking tends to be a pain in the ass.
The best part is the fact that people have to give way to me mmm-mmm.
Hell ya!
as far as I'm concerned, it's the big cars that you gotto give way to.
3) Might be moving to setia alam
Dad got interested in a couple of houses down there,
pretty good environment but unfortunately it's taken and
we're trying to contact and negotiate with whom ever bought
those houses.
P.s: + Eric's in setia alam as well.
- Poor Ivan's ain't anywhere near us mate.
4) UNi exams are over
Well well, shouldn't we be calling up for parties?
The fun part is always the ending days of exams,
pretty much it's like smoking pot all day or
spending days snuggling in the strips clubs.
Hell as if a wish upon a falling star.
Glad I've gone thru Cell Bio, that unit can be
one hell of annihilation of ones life as so to speak.
23th shall be the date they're gonna release the rest of
our farking exams. Hmm life goes on.
5) Repicking up Piano
yeap, it's true, well not completely.
Still looking for a flexible piano teacher to reteach me from
square 1. I haven't drop out on guitar yet, no worries. For least.
LOL
Pictures tells 1000 words, obviously.
6) Baby Eva went to singapore
to fetch a tonne of shopping goods,
Seon fell down and broke a whole in his wallet,
And Eva came tumbling after. Lol
Had to keep the best part to the last.
Hehe, baby went to singapore 2 days ago,
and gosh I gotto admit these 3 days seem
much worst than the preset of 3 months.
Besides, being optimistic would be like:
Horray! Another 2 mon...thsss...
Fell sick the other day hor babe? 好啦承认是被人想念。 :P
In wonderment,
what are you doing ar?
Always looking forward towards your smile sayang.
不见的人影如乳针，
如燕的飘拂，
好很想念一只面包人. :P
Afterall 说的一一切,我嫩的话语，
望着落在我怀里。
__________________________________________________________
Life never stops spinning, if it ever stops,
it ain't because of surroundings,
the reasoning of it lies within our halting of our souls.
mesmerise can stop one from breathing,
after all that's how breathtaking comes from,
and it's you where I whisper upon the wind;
breathtaking.
----------------------------------------------------------
Recent unpleasant event have arisen between many of us,
as friends, classmates & schoolmates. I shall upbring this in future.
While it is true that most of us are the way we are now
because of the way we were brought up (I don't think anyone could
argue against that), it is also true that by the time we're in
our late teens or early twenty's, we ought to be mature enough to
make our own decisions.
By the time we move out of our comfort houses, we should be in
control of our own lives. We should choose what to believe, how
to act, and how to adapt to our environments.
I share absolutely no sympathy for people that use
their "environment" as an excuse.
----------------------------------------------------------
Wake me up when Feb ends,
sleepless is the epoch of apathy,
what leads is insomania,
like caffein, with it's ecstasy to an extend,
without it, vigilance.
A disease that rips the soul,
rather, not of illness,
but continuous agonising...
*author goes possessed*
----------------------------------------------------------
Never felt so pissed ever.
It's funny cause i'm laughing.
Important files when missing,
all input of time and energy is entirely gone.
Yet, it's just funny.
FML
Important files when missing,
all input of time and energy is entirely gone.
Yet, it's just funny.
FML
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Procrastinating
FDN105(STAR) is up.
It's the toughest exam I've ever taken, well, first year unit.
Next to Bio152(Cell Bio.). Damn I'm screwed.
Love being screwed. :P
Yet, it's not fundamentally right to be seriously procrastinating.
Hmmm.....
How obscured can a bloody paper be like asking questions that imply
altruistic sense? Full of crap.
Besides implementing that the entire unit is brain washing-ly effective;
people either turn objective against their will or by theirs.
It' aint of importance to thy.
\
\
\
Will post some redundant:P updates soon.
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、
、
、
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有人在三天里的三个月就要飞了哦。。。gg T_T
看来真的要断连耐心了。。。
时间真的飞的好快，
time ticks, life moves,
humans awaits, like life,
i play by heart.
As if spoken with nobleness,
it aint.
这条baby还会让人提醒吊胆的了...kia si lang.
so late liau... 偏偏不go念fdn105.. tunggu pass drop down from heaven la..
walau eh, 给你看到真的会被你打...
okok, mai piau liau, wa khi ta che liau.
当你出现在面前我真的离你好远
对你的想念像一盏烛光不曾熄灭
再回首这些年心甘情愿等候
你有没有发现
当你出现在面前是你熟悉的笑脸
忘记了时间偷偷带我们绕了几圈
就好像一眨眼我依然在等候
你有没有看见
我想要知道会不会有一天
我已经知道爱你有多强烈
亲爱的 love you so 让我
listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
我想要知道能不能牵你的手
我已经知道失去你多难过
亲爱的 love you so
让我 listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
知道你永远不会
明了我爱你是我需要
祈祷合你坐在海边听你心跳
oh oh oh
我不怕任何考验我等待你的回应 oh ~~
我想要知道会不会有一天
我已经知道爱你有多强烈
亲爱的 love you so 让我
listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
我想要知道能不能牵你的手
我已经知道失去你多难过
亲爱的 love you so
让我(listen to your heart...oh baby)
就在一起到永远
It's the toughest exam I've ever taken, well, first year unit.
Next to Bio152(Cell Bio.). Damn I'm screwed.
Love being screwed. :P
Yet, it's not fundamentally right to be seriously procrastinating.
Hmmm.....
How obscured can a bloody paper be like asking questions that imply
altruistic sense? Full of crap.
Besides implementing that the entire unit is brain washing-ly effective;
people either turn objective against their will or by theirs.
It' aint of importance to thy.
\
\
\
Will post some redundant:P updates soon.
、
、
、
、
---------------------------------------------------
有人在三天里的三个月就要飞了哦。。。gg T_T
看来真的要断连耐心了。。。
时间真的飞的好快，
time ticks, life moves,
humans awaits, like life,
i play by heart.
As if spoken with nobleness,
it aint.
这条baby还会让人提醒吊胆的了...kia si lang.
so late liau... 偏偏不go念fdn105.. tunggu pass drop down from heaven la..
walau eh, 给你看到真的会被你打...
okok, mai piau liau, wa khi ta che liau.
当你出现在面前我真的离你好远
对你的想念像一盏烛光不曾熄灭
再回首这些年心甘情愿等候
你有没有发现
当你出现在面前是你熟悉的笑脸
忘记了时间偷偷带我们绕了几圈
就好像一眨眼我依然在等候
你有没有看见
我想要知道会不会有一天
我已经知道爱你有多强烈
亲爱的 love you so 让我
listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
我想要知道能不能牵你的手
我已经知道失去你多难过
亲爱的 love you so
让我 listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
知道你永远不会
明了我爱你是我需要
祈祷合你坐在海边听你心跳
oh oh oh
我不怕任何考验我等待你的回应 oh ~~
我想要知道会不会有一天
我已经知道爱你有多强烈
亲爱的 love you so 让我
listen to your heart
想在一起直到永远
我想要知道能不能牵你的手
我已经知道失去你多难过
亲爱的 love you so
让我(listen to your heart...oh baby)
就在一起到永远
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Bon apetti?
Update:
1) New nephew
Yeap, his name is curwin Tan. Pretty cute fellow,
laughs a lot and toss in the cheeky chicks,
and wala bon apetti?
Well, literally speaking in that sense.
2) Brand new toyota fortuner
I gotto admit, this car is one hell of muscle car,
it's like a larger size lexus plus the comfort of toyota harrier
with engine from toyota hilux all combine together,
drove it for more than a handful can fit.
Nice car but parking tends to be a pain in the ass.
The best part is the fact that people have to give way to me mmm-mmm.
Hell ya!
as far as I'm concerned, it's the big cars that you gotto give way to.
3) Might be moving to setia alam
Dad got interested in a couple of houses down there,
pretty good environment but unfortunately it's taken and
we're trying to contact and negotiate with whom ever bought
those houses.
P.s: + Eric's in setia alam as well.
- Poor Ivan's ain't anywhere near us mate.
4) UNi exams are over
Well well, shouldn't we be calling up for parties?
The fun part is always the ending days of exams,
pretty much it's like smoking pot all day or
spending days snuggling in the strips clubs.
Hell as if a wish upon a falling star.
Glad I've gone thru Cell Bio, that unit can be
one hell of annihilation of ones life as so to speak.
23th shall be the date they're gonna release the rest of
our farking exams. Hmm life goes on.
5) Repicking up Piano
yeap, it's true, well not completely.
Still looking for a flexible piano teacher to reteach me from
square 1. I haven't drop out on guitar yet, no worries. For least.
LOL
Pictures tells 1000 words, obviously.
6) Baby Eva went to singapore
to fetch a tonne of shopping goods,
Seon fell down and broke a whole in his wallet,
And Eva came tumbling after. Lol
Had to keep the best part to the last.
Hehe, baby went to singapore 2 days ago,
and gosh I gotto admit these 3 days seem
much worst than the preset of 3 months.
Besides, being optimistic would be like:
Horray! Another 2 mon...thsss...
Fell sick the other day hor babe? 好啦承认是被人想念。 :P
In wonderment,
what are you doing ar?
Always looking forward towards your smile sayang.
不见的人影如乳针，
如燕的飘拂，
好很想念一只面包人. :P
Afterall 说的一一切,我嫩的话语，
望着落在我怀里。
__________________________________________________________
Life never stops spinning, if it ever stops,
it ain't because of surroundings,
the reasoning of it lies within our halting of our souls.
mesmerise can stop one from breathing,
after all that's how breathtaking comes from,
and it's you where I whisper upon the wind;
breathtaking.
----------------------------------------------------------
Recent unpleasant event have arisen between many of us,
as friends, classmates & schoolmates. I shall upbring this in future.
While it is true that most of us are the way we are now
because of the way we were brought up (I don't think anyone could
argue against that), it is also true that by the time we're in
our late teens or early twenty's, we ought to be mature enough to
make our own decisions.
By the time we move out of our comfort houses, we should be in
control of our own lives. We should choose what to believe, how
to act, and how to adapt to our environments.
I share absolutely no sympathy for people that use
their "environment" as an excuse.
----------------------------------------------------------
Wake me up when Feb ends,
sleepless is the epoch of apathy,
what leads is insomania,
like caffein, with it's ecstasy to an extend,
without it, vigilance.
A disease that rips the soul,
rather, not of illness,
but continuous agonising...
*author goes possessed*
----------------------------------------------------------
1) New nephew
Yeap, his name is curwin Tan. Pretty cute fellow,
laughs a lot and toss in the cheeky chicks,
and wala bon apetti?
Well, literally speaking in that sense.
2) Brand new toyota fortuner
I gotto admit, this car is one hell of muscle car,
it's like a larger size lexus plus the comfort of toyota harrier
with engine from toyota hilux all combine together,
drove it for more than a handful can fit.
Nice car but parking tends to be a pain in the ass.
The best part is the fact that people have to give way to me mmm-mmm.
Hell ya!
as far as I'm concerned, it's the big cars that you gotto give way to.
3) Might be moving to setia alam
Dad got interested in a couple of houses down there,
pretty good environment but unfortunately it's taken and
we're trying to contact and negotiate with whom ever bought
those houses.
P.s: + Eric's in setia alam as well.
- Poor Ivan's ain't anywhere near us mate.
4) UNi exams are over
Well well, shouldn't we be calling up for parties?
The fun part is always the ending days of exams,
pretty much it's like smoking pot all day or
spending days snuggling in the strips clubs.
Hell as if a wish upon a falling star.
Glad I've gone thru Cell Bio, that unit can be
one hell of annihilation of ones life as so to speak.
23th shall be the date they're gonna release the rest of
our farking exams. Hmm life goes on.
5) Repicking up Piano
yeap, it's true, well not completely.
Still looking for a flexible piano teacher to reteach me from
square 1. I haven't drop out on guitar yet, no worries. For least.
LOL
Pictures tells 1000 words, obviously.
6) Baby Eva went to singapore
to fetch a tonne of shopping goods,
Seon fell down and broke a whole in his wallet,
And Eva came tumbling after. Lol
Had to keep the best part to the last.
Hehe, baby went to singapore 2 days ago,
and gosh I gotto admit these 3 days seem
much worst than the preset of 3 months.
Besides, being optimistic would be like:
Horray! Another 2 mon...thsss...
Fell sick the other day hor babe? 好啦承认是被人想念。 :P
In wonderment,
what are you doing ar?
Always looking forward towards your smile sayang.
不见的人影如乳针，
如燕的飘拂，
好很想念一只面包人. :P
Afterall 说的一一切,我嫩的话语，
望着落在我怀里。
__________________________________________________________
Life never stops spinning, if it ever stops,
it ain't because of surroundings,
the reasoning of it lies within our halting of our souls.
mesmerise can stop one from breathing,
after all that's how breathtaking comes from,
and it's you where I whisper upon the wind;
breathtaking.
----------------------------------------------------------
Recent unpleasant event have arisen between many of us,
as friends, classmates & schoolmates. I shall upbring this in future.
While it is true that most of us are the way we are now
because of the way we were brought up (I don't think anyone could
argue against that), it is also true that by the time we're in
our late teens or early twenty's, we ought to be mature enough to
make our own decisions.
By the time we move out of our comfort houses, we should be in
control of our own lives. We should choose what to believe, how
to act, and how to adapt to our environments.
I share absolutely no sympathy for people that use
their "environment" as an excuse.
----------------------------------------------------------
Wake me up when Feb ends,
sleepless is the epoch of apathy,
what leads is insomania,
like caffein, with it's ecstasy to an extend,
without it, vigilance.
A disease that rips the soul,
rather, not of illness,
but continuous agonising...
*author goes possessed*
----------------------------------------------------------
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Float far away
Let the whole world fall away
And fall into my arms
Stay with me
I don't know how long we've got left
And so I'm asking you
To forgive me
I learn as I go
To float far away
Into silence
And just watch your face
And find some kind of grace
In that quite bliss
Where will we go when we get old
When the bustle and the noise
Get too frightening
When each and every angry word
Is banished to the past
Thats when I think...
We'll learn as we go
To float far away
Into silence
And I'll watch your face
And read of patience and grace
In each line there
Will you walk into the grave with me
Will you leave this empty world
Soft and wistful
To sink into the dark, dank earth
And never reappear would be blissful
To float far away
Into eternal space
And God's silence
Where I'll watch your face
And find patience and grace
In each line there
Can I stay and say nothing at all. Work each day, all for nothing at all.
The few words I say they mean nothing at all. Drift away into nothing at all.
Find the grace to be nothing at all. Fade away and end up nothing at all.
At all, at all, at all.
Update
Here's a minor update:
Exams and assignments are giving me huge pain in the ass.
Grades are dropping. Tying to cope. Dying of HD.
Will do anything for HD...
Still ill.
Close to bare naked.
Supplies are low.
In amidst, ask not of spectra.
What seems visible, are illusions.
Requiem becomes of unnecessary.
Blur as hell.
明明知道我跟你，我一点都不快乐，你偏偏不让步，
我就死在不开心，在吃下不想吃的，做被你逼的事，
难道自己会感言吗？
有时候，觉得自己是在欺骗自己，不敢说本来都不配，
慢慢的，闪闪的，说-依然又被你...
其實很不快樂，想躲進暗黑街角。
未快樂得起，想离开了已很久。
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Update
TALK LIKE A PIRATE DAY!!
Yeap it was on 19th Sep avast look at it sparkels!!
Hoist the updates, this cap'n aint gonna clean the cannons.
LOL
Been very busy this whole time since the got into uni,
haven't been updating, bad for publiSHITy.
No la, at least have to let ppl have an update on life here,
besides been noticing myself to begun an isolation from most of my
previous friends, hmm.
I remember having this conversation that upon entering uni,
ppl tend to isolate themself, guess it's quite true.
back to the drawing board and research. T_T Nice.
Family went to vietnam these week,
oh well, wonder how it's like there.
gonna miss the vietnamese spring rolls though,
one of me favourite asian delicacy.
The question TODAY,
Facts about Perth in the author's eyes.
Perth has SEON and Ivan just came over 2 months ago.
Who's coming next?
Ok la, those are just the con's all due to assignments and exams then makes u feel like
just jumping out of a tall building, well I did, (see no.2) out of 1st floor. Lol.
Updating, soon.
Life goes on.
有些东西，错过了是过了的事。
在想想,只会让人越疯。
Kindda feels like promoting racist, dun get me wrong but it's just that
in perth i've missed the racist conducts in malaysia and i've heard it's getting worst.
Woohoo. Luv sitting on the fence.
Yeap it was on 19th Sep avast look at it sparkels!!
Hoist the updates, this cap'n aint gonna clean the cannons.
LOL
Been very busy this whole time since the got into uni,
haven't been updating, bad for publiSHITy.
No la, at least have to let ppl have an update on life here,
besides been noticing myself to begun an isolation from most of my
previous friends, hmm.
I remember having this conversation that upon entering uni,
ppl tend to isolate themself, guess it's quite true.
back to the drawing board and research. T_T Nice.
Family went to vietnam these week,
oh well, wonder how it's like there.
gonna miss the vietnamese spring rolls though,
one of me favourite asian delicacy.
The question TODAY,
Facts about Perth in the author's eyes.
- Perth is a "hole"
- Perth rarely have any suicide cases of jumping off buildings(aint much tall buildings)
- Perth doesn't have any night life at all
- Perth has no "mamak"
- Perth chicks are not as hot as sydney or melbourne
- Perth is second in the list after adelaide for "retired ppl"
- Perth is well known to entertain only "ah pek and aunty"
- Perth has only one casino
- Perth red light districts aren't as good as melbourne or sydney
- Friday nights in Perth are usually restricted to bars or clubbing ONLY
- Perth is so boring that having swine flu can be exciting
- Perth has so good education system that students enjoy taking a break on smoking weed.
- Perth is probably the only place on earth whereby you cannot differentiate a desert
- and some parts of the city
- Perth.. Perth...why the fuck am I wrtting this?
Perth has SEON and Ivan just came over 2 months ago.
Who's coming next?
Ok la, those are just the con's all due to assignments and exams then makes u feel like
just jumping out of a tall building, well I did, (see no.2) out of 1st floor. Lol.
Updating, soon.
Life goes on.
有些东西，错过了是过了的事。
在想想,只会让人越疯。
Kindda feels like promoting racist, dun get me wrong but it's just that
in perth i've missed the racist conducts in malaysia and i've heard it's getting worst.
Woohoo. Luv sitting on the fence.
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Umembodied time.
Time, question of another matter.
Ok so..
long time no update,
my excuse is busy, as usual,
hahaha.
Oh come on, it's Uni,
the best excuse ever,
life comes and goes,
we just have to accept it.
Life is offenly intriguing,
yet many live lifes as thought it's a routine stuff,
the interesting part in life is the foundation behind it,
philosophy as we human build and framed it onto whom we are today.
What can the philosophizing person stake? Answer: his own anxiety and boredom, his own listening to the call of conscience. Any philosophizing that does not take its beginning from the moments of true sensation is devoid of roots and relevance... In short, existential analytics, to be understood at all, requires existential engagement. Heidegger therefore must find a way to conjure up in his students those moments of true sensation. He must, in a sense, stage manage them...The moments of true sensation - anxiety, boredom, call to conscience - have to be aroused in his students so that the 'mystery of Dasein' that inhabits them may show itself."
(Rüdiger Safranski, Martin Heidegger: Between Good and Evil, 1998)
Got into Murdoch Uni as everybody here knows,
a bit screwed up, but i reckon a good start,
got into these units:
1) Chemical Principle
2) Cell Biology
3) Math statistic data and analytical data
4) Foundation: Structure, Thought and Reality
Surprisingly every lectures makes me half asleep,
except cell biology, guess cause it's in my range of interest,
haven't had much friends yet, maybe just a few,
things have changed i guess,
just wanting to score a good grades and get a transfer to UWA,
Uni seems alright, but I just can't seem to find like
a good way to study, just really had myself stuck ed here a bit,
I tried listening to lecture's twice, once by attending
then by dl-ing the recorded lectures.
Or it's cause i skip them. Hohoho. I do, sort of.
It just doesnt seem to fit the picture.
sometimes I reckon if I keep some guilt inside,
it'll spark me, I hope it carries on.
Life as it is, gotto go with the flow.
Blog,
question the question.
There' isnt of thou.
yet, independently, the image lies,
falther within the marsh of my path.
Unknowingly, the question becomes of
the withered.
Eventually understanding was uncomprehending,
missed the very time,
slipped, or
like of absolute chicanery,
question not,
i seek no more.
一副画里，
原本没有她，我撒谎了。
在装傻，
也许我不愿意
始终怕别人知
失意了自己 .
那天雨的落下，既然沾不湿*，
依然能在冬天中，得到了*
然而对着我说再见，
听不见，看不见，
觉不见，盲目的我。
早已被*放弃我
我问回头是否能吗？
知道是自错
请再给我一理由说吧。
算是我不懂
静静悄悄的*不见，
坚持要走是*没声的同意借口，
你不想说我没的...就別再说了
在*关上这漆黑门的之前，
我已回头看望了最后了。
记忆是为了，算了。
飄進愛里，飄入心，慢慢不觉，放了。
都是我借口。
王菀之:
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友:
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友 王菀之:
我的心真的受伤了
Ok so..
long time no update,
my excuse is busy, as usual,
hahaha.
Oh come on, it's Uni,
the best excuse ever,
life comes and goes,
we just have to accept it.
Life is offenly intriguing,
yet many live lifes as thought it's a routine stuff,
the interesting part in life is the foundation behind it,
philosophy as we human build and framed it onto whom we are today.
What can the philosophizing person stake? Answer: his own anxiety and boredom, his own listening to the call of conscience. Any philosophizing that does not take its beginning from the moments of true sensation is devoid of roots and relevance... In short, existential analytics, to be understood at all, requires existential engagement. Heidegger therefore must find a way to conjure up in his students those moments of true sensation. He must, in a sense, stage manage them...The moments of true sensation - anxiety, boredom, call to conscience - have to be aroused in his students so that the 'mystery of Dasein' that inhabits them may show itself."
(Rüdiger Safranski, Martin Heidegger: Between Good and Evil, 1998)
Got into Murdoch Uni as everybody here knows,
a bit screwed up, but i reckon a good start,
got into these units:
1) Chemical Principle
2) Cell Biology
3) Math statistic data and analytical data
4) Foundation: Structure, Thought and Reality
Surprisingly every lectures makes me half asleep,
except cell biology, guess cause it's in my range of interest,
haven't had much friends yet, maybe just a few,
things have changed i guess,
just wanting to score a good grades and get a transfer to UWA,
Uni seems alright, but I just can't seem to find like
a good way to study, just really had myself stuck ed here a bit,
I tried listening to lecture's twice, once by attending
then by dl-ing the recorded lectures.
Or it's cause i skip them. Hohoho. I do, sort of.
It just doesnt seem to fit the picture.
sometimes I reckon if I keep some guilt inside,
it'll spark me, I hope it carries on.
Life as it is, gotto go with the flow.
Blog,
question the question.
There' isnt of thou.
yet, independently, the image lies,
falther within the marsh of my path.
Unknowingly, the question becomes of
the withered.
Eventually understanding was uncomprehending,
missed the very time,
slipped, or
like of absolute chicanery,
question not,
i seek no more.
一副画里，
原本没有她，我撒谎了。
在装傻，
也许我不愿意
始终怕别人知
失意了自己 .
那天雨的落下，既然沾不湿*，
依然能在冬天中，得到了*
然而对着我说再见，
听不见，看不见，
觉不见，盲目的我。
早已被*放弃我
我问回头是否能吗？
知道是自错
请再给我一理由说吧。
算是我不懂
静静悄悄的*不见，
坚持要走是*没声的同意借口，
你不想说我没的...就別再说了
在*关上这漆黑门的之前，
我已回头看望了最后了。
记忆是为了，算了。
飄進愛里，飄入心，慢慢不觉，放了。
都是我借口。
王菀之:
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友:
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友 王菀之:
我的心真的受伤了
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Lol. Swine wat?
Couldn't help myself from posting this after poking around
both my sister's blog. LMAO
TOo exaggerated liau.
LOL
Friday, July 24, 2009
Not yet.
It's just not yet.
Same chronicled event,
the fallen, far too of affliction,
the gamble is just too big,
hang on and bear with thou,
once i conjoin the environment,
and by the permission of time,
in conjunction of the ancients consent,
thou shalt come to
----------------------------------------
Wow, haven't been blogging for a month straight,
I wonder where do I start...
Hmm.. Briefly then.
So the holidays..
Was pretty awesome wasn't it?
Loads of out of the blues stuff,
starting with the meeting ups, mini gathering, sports, all couz caming back to malaysia, shopping, movie, LAN@cyber, etc...
Then there's those unusual occasions:
like landing into a minor accident, had to change the tire, that was fun.
finishing up my "P".
Don-oburi was quite alright as well,
Some nice projects went up rather in a success i reckon,
and i'm still wondering, could "24" or "21" be the uprise after "25"
scourgeful collapse over betrayal?
Same chronicled event,
the fallen, far too of affliction,
the gamble is just too big,
hang on and bear with thou,
once i conjoin the environment,
and by the permission of time,
in conjunction of the ancients consent,
thou shalt come to
----------------------------------------
Wow, haven't been blogging for a month straight,
I wonder where do I start...
Hmm.. Briefly then.
So the holidays..
Was pretty awesome wasn't it?
Loads of out of the blues stuff,
starting with the meeting ups, mini gathering, sports, all couz caming back to malaysia, shopping, movie, LAN@cyber, etc...
Then there's those unusual occasions:
like landing into a minor accident, had to change the tire, that was fun.
finishing up my "P".
Don-oburi was quite alright as well,
Some nice projects went up rather in a success i reckon,
and i'm still wondering, could "24" or "21" be the uprise after "25"
scourgeful collapse over betrayal?
Thursday, June 25, 2009
The epilogue, NOT.
This is the year of when,
illusion is met upon thy self.
At abyss point,
thee stalks of my shadow,
makers of artifice,
until to knife point.
Surprisingly of gorge,
swam of purest haziness,
in thy hazy seas of clouds,
chasing after a blight of light,
amongst the clums of surrounding darkness,
a golden compass that leads,
only to find that,
after all it was a misleading direction,
blinded by the enthuastic of thyself,
only to fall upon agonising trance,
by the very grips of the slyness in mother nature
in casting upon thyself.
---------------------------
At the peak of lost hopes,
came the emergences of water and fire,
nothing but in oblique to acknowledgement
upon alliance and enemies for such elements.
As calumniation and backbitting is never an oblige,
yet for a cause.
It is after all a plague neither shalt escape.
In obligement of aboveness takes the heavy
compensation of time,
at akin times,
comes the perhaps peaceness in ones souls,
afterall, it takes one to fall to notice
the enlightment of
once known of fouling object.
May such beauty lies unchanged.
Out break of epic Epinephrine,
embrace it!!!
illusion is met upon thy self.
At abyss point,
thee stalks of my shadow,
makers of artifice,
until to knife point.
Surprisingly of gorge,
swam of purest haziness,
in thy hazy seas of clouds,
chasing after a blight of light,
amongst the clums of surrounding darkness,
a golden compass that leads,
only to find that,
after all it was a misleading direction,
blinded by the enthuastic of thyself,
only to fall upon agonising trance,
by the very grips of the slyness in mother nature
in casting upon thyself.
---------------------------
At the peak of lost hopes,
came the emergences of water and fire,
nothing but in oblique to acknowledgement
upon alliance and enemies for such elements.
As calumniation and backbitting is never an oblige,
yet for a cause.
It is after all a plague neither shalt escape.
In obligement of aboveness takes the heavy
compensation of time,
at akin times,
comes the perhaps peaceness in ones souls,
afterall, it takes one to fall to notice
the enlightment of
once known of fouling object.
May such beauty lies unchanged.
Out break of epic Epinephrine,
embrace it!!!
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Last day of school and UWAFP/UWAFY
So basically, it's my entire batch of 2008/9 last day, YEAH!! Noo... [T.T]
Pity, I purposely didn't take any picture for this last day thought,
but it's only in other people's camera...
hahaha, suddenly regretting...
no graduation pics...
nice.
The weirdest thing is we never seen this person ever!!
And the photographer..
one word, NOOB!!!
>.<
Reminds me of my secondary graduation thought...
A few people are missing, like Adrian, Guang shi.. anyone else?
Seriously...
Ahhh..
Those days, are good memories.
I miss them.
OK, honestly everyone except ah beng!!(zen ping)
Tomorrow's exam day:
ANd yet!!
THere's always time for chilling and relaxing.
Then, there's always a coffin waiting for me.
Ok, seriously, basil said 8 am exam...sort of...
I can't really tell from my blurish picture taking thought,
and I dun believe marion...
What time is tomoro's exam?????
Gotto do some work....seriously.
Pity, I purposely didn't take any picture for this last day thought,
but it's only in other people's camera...
hahaha, suddenly regretting...
no graduation pics...
nice.
The weirdest thing is we never seen this person ever!!And the photographer..
one word, NOOB!!!
>.<
Reminds me of my secondary graduation thought...
A few people are missing, like Adrian, Guang shi.. anyone else?Seriously...
Ahhh..Those days, are good memories.
I miss them.
OK, honestly everyone except ah beng!!(zen ping)
Tomorrow's exam day:
ANd yet!!
THere's always time for chilling and relaxing.
Then, there's always a coffin waiting for me.
Ok, seriously, basil said 8 am exam...sort of...I can't really tell from my blurish picture taking thought,
and I dun believe marion...
What time is tomoro's exam?????
Gotto do some work....seriously.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Same 5 tags. Nice5.
Seriously got tagged on the same tag like....
Erm if one is first,
three is thrice wat's five? Fifth? Deng.. dunno
It doesnt really exist. Sort of.
Nice
1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
Green/Blue/Black
2. Your first initial?
S
3. Your month of birth?
Nov
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
White
5. Name of persons of the same sex as yours.
Basil
6. Your favorite number?
6
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
Flying
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
Lake
9. Write down 15 wishes
(01)-UWA!!
(02)-Money
(03)-Still with the secret laboratry
(04)-My very own philosophy, Theory of Seon!!
(05)-Live to eat
(06)-Eat and eat and eat
(07)-Money money money makes the world go round.
(08)-Become a dictator!!
(09)-Rule the world!!
(10)-Mind reader
(11)-Run for politics!! VOte For MEhhhh!
(12)-A world without boundries
(13)-Choas to the world!!
(14)-Seriously, this is getting no where...
(15)-That all above becomes non-fiction.
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..
2. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6 This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.
THis tag has tagged everyone I know of edi...
Thus, go study la.
Or tag anyone who reads this, seriously.
Seriously, I wanna take back what I said yesterday.
I mean it thought, who would knew it was all... too late..
Too honest? Too truthful? Too inconsidered?
Souls, I wish I knew before hand,
who knew yea?
Crushed.
Valianted.
I still remember that day,
it was pointed straight at me,
one click and I probably wouldn't be here,
it was a very hostile moment.
I'll remember that day. Forever.
Pointing the gun at my head.
Erm if one is first,
three is thrice wat's five? Fifth? Deng.. dunno
It doesnt really exist. Sort of.
Nice
1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
Green/Blue/Black
2. Your first initial?
S
3. Your month of birth?
Nov
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
White
5. Name of persons of the same sex as yours.
Basil
6. Your favorite number?
6
7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
Flying
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
Lake
9. Write down 15 wishes
(01)-UWA!!
(02)-Money
(03)-Still with the secret laboratry
(04)-My very own philosophy, Theory of Seon!!
(05)-Live to eat
(06)-Eat and eat and eat
(07)-Money money money makes the world go round.
(08)-Become a dictator!!
(09)-Rule the world!!
(10)-Mind reader
(11)-Run for politics!! VOte For MEhhhh!
(12)-A world without boundries
(13)-Choas to the world!!
(14)-Seriously, this is getting no where...
(15)-That all above becomes non-fiction.
When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)
Answers
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down..
2. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..
3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.
4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is your best friend.
6 This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.
THis tag has tagged everyone I know of edi...
Thus, go study la.
Or tag anyone who reads this, seriously.
Seriously, I wanna take back what I said yesterday.
I mean it thought, who would knew it was all... too late..
Too honest? Too truthful? Too inconsidered?
Souls, I wish I knew before hand,
who knew yea?
Crushed.
Valianted.
I still remember that day,
it was pointed straight at me,
one click and I probably wouldn't be here,
it was a very hostile moment.
I'll remember that day. Forever.
Pointing the gun at my head.
Saturday, June 6, 2009
一桥，三视图
一桌桥，三视图。
在桥下，黑白的漂浮，
三尸体，往来都是毀滅。
夜的过，实在来越拥挤了，
剩下的... 渴望让我奇问如何來.
(Chinese)
谁往街，变迁了？
我看到，上部灯饰,
日日等出粮，由唇验证，
想上你车化都麽疯，又打爆脑，
像你头尘封了麽。
吹我唔涨,好故问啊老细！
忘掉要分上中下等。
真没意识。
(Cantonese)
无路跑要是了，
什么事都可以谈可以讲，
穿好穿坏,都不重要了。
不爽来试看来,要遨游我最聪，来啦！
我不想的和以前象阳，
刊你脑的草刺柏！超级排！
（Hokkien）
So much in life has occured,
the assignment and test week just passed for some,
not for me, it's still the same.
I gotto admit, it's dehydrating the scurby brain juice.
Sweet old mothe Russia! (RA2)
After so long in campus, it's the first time
I've ever play games on the computers... *paisei*
recently got back to playing dota,
althought I have already quitted.
Winter is here, had myself drinking a bit,
sleeping lesser, playing more worst still rushing work.
Exams are up in 2 weeks time, or make it less than 13 days.
Dad's coming by 20th, Aunt's leaving by 21st.
Finally, I'm graduating, hopefully. Lol.
Heading home on midnight flight 29th 0040.
Hmmm..
By the way, my phone no here change liau since feb,
paisei ar to those who didn't know. It's: 04 25741479
Hell, it’s right about this all the while i guess,
engulve and swallowed deep,
it's been days, no not this time,
there's much priority of importance,
take pityness and sorrow, it's in stealth.
Yet, exposed. Intriguing becomes of the fundamentalist.
In spite of obscured details, the never ending
and unidentifible obstruction keeps remiscuring
Time is a factor.
So much has happened,
there's no point mentioning it.
To My Beloved Madelyn
You went away without me looking at you,
I'm a bit speechless on it as well,
No I didn't know when but I know how.
I guess there wasn't any fate for us to meet,
but least, you don't have to suffer anymore,
the agonising pain, it's gone with it.
For worst or for good. It has happened.
I can't do anything either but sit here thinking solemly.
I didn't played my fair part of share as well.
Forgive me. I'm proud of your struggle.
Rest in peace, Will Always Love you.
Ah Seon Cik Cik.
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