Rottnest Island

Just got back from that island,
frankly, it's quite a nice island.
No cars, not so crowded, and clean.

Too bad time wasn't on our side,
was there with the 8 of us.
Lol my arse hurts like hell already,
so tat's wat it feels like to being poke..
least I didn't suffer from any leg cramps
except for some bruises and torn skins.
Turns out Allen couldn't pedal the bike.
He ended up having to hitch Kai's bike,
yet one thing amazed me, he still never stop
his pathetic jokes which often provokes me
to slam his face to the wall,metaphorically.
Pity Kai lo today..
With loads of steep slope and a joker at the back
annoying him. Lmao.
Then the beach, ahh.. freezing.. wrong season,
ought to come by summer or beginning of autumn.
Overdose of drinking sea water and sand.
It's not fun unless someone has been forcefully thrown
into the sea and being submerged underwater.
Even if it was me.... /wall
Some illness is expected.
William, nice last minutes injuries, arigato.
Haahaha.
Today was alright, a nicer place to be grouping around.
Darn tired mentally today, but physically I'm not tired
at all. I could run all my way back to Claremont.
Straight until I drop dead tired,
One day, I'll be back, my journey hasn't ended.
Save it for another day to roam the entire island.
Until my legs heal again, I'll embark once again.



Was reading someone's blog today,
dude, my friend, I'm very surprise,
my feet has been totally sweep.
Loads of mix emotions came running through my mind.
Dude, I feel a very strong feeling of pity for you,
yet you are the way you are, never changed
but improved, Now only have I began to notice
something I have never thought I would seen before.
I knew all the while you had something hidden more
from any physical image one can capture,see or even predicted,
that could totally blow someone off,
and now I've seen it dude.
Time was on your side, it's been proven.
I sincerely salute you.

The only way out is in!!( GURU)23/09/08

It's the 21st century for allah/buddha/christ(alphabertically) sake!!
There is no f*cking thing wrong...
I'm beginnig to feel remorse for Asian elder ladies,
especially those who still has a problem with teenagers nowadays,
or pre-adult hood.
There is no wrong in the term of being "wanker" or "jerker"!
Hypocrits!!
Least, I could sustain my emotions.
Imagine if I hadn't re-confirmed with my mates!!
And thankful someone is there to share a detail fact and experience.
I love u man!!
For goodness sake we're in Australia!!
Australia!! HEllo!!
And most importantly someone who said a quote I couldn't agree more:
when someone is near u u don't take full use..
when some one far away from u u oni take full use
then when u are here nobody will miss u wat
if u're far far away so many ppl will miss u
Time will tell. I miss you-very much.


The good old scouts days...
Darn...
Ahhh.. the good old days.
abc...
hmm... abc... allah-buddha-christ...
holy crap... wat did i just discovered...
*GAWN*!! I'm calling a meeting..

Frozen.

Shocked already...
Very cold suddenly.
My body temperature is dropping, rapidly..
I can feel my hands shaking.. trembling..
I can't stop them...
Been on it again, fear..
Haven't happen since like 9-12 years ago...
It's back.. again..
Pittance.. but so powerful it rips one soul..
no there's is none now.
I wanna hide in a shell..
I've lost my soul...it's dark in here.
Lights is of no use, enlighten this abyss is impossible..
I'm surrounded by this darkness, no not evil..
I dunno how long I can last.. this is hell scary..
I wanna escape.. no I cant undo it...
Hell, the creep.. my spine is chilling. I wanna hide...
Face it I will, time is not with me, for now.

Finally...

The exam nightmares are over.. for now..
whilst I screwed up 2 exam, english 4 and physics 2...
Gosh, I hell made a freaking mistake,
here's the picture, a wire bent 90 degree
hanging on a ceiling and the length of each side is
about ratio of 1:2.5 Find the angle of the left part...
My answer: cos theta x 2.5 FIn.
*GAWN*
That's just one only btw, there's more...
So it's just some lesson to remind ppl like me
to never, never, zzz....(There he goes again)
Lol...

Anyway was visiting Flora's contact lenses,
when I happend to came across this tag,
so damn kau free lo now....
So Tagged:By Flora owh...

1) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
No idea, who cares?
2) Describe urself in word.
Seon Hwai Tan- 松坏蛋
3) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
Both.
4) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
Yeap.
5) Does it feel good to love?
Hell yea.
6) God is giving you just 5 more minutes before going to heaven, IF you love someone special, what will you say to that person?
See ye in hell.
7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
Dude, here's five bucks.
8) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
... ... This is worst than my english...
9) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
It starts with one thing, envy.
10) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
Hmm, dunno, play all u wan as long u like it
1) Best place to cry?
Can't even remember... maybe unless someone hits really hard on the balls..
2) Who do you love the most?
Easy question, people I care and talk to lo. Unless I dunno them.
3) Tell ur dream last night?
Last night no dream.
4) Ever hated someone so bad?
Hell yea, makes me wanna beat him up again.Lol
5) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
Dun remember.. shamala: Ini ialah skima spm!
Seon: Bullshit.

The last person
-you had beer with? My aus mates.
-went the movies with? My aus mates
-talked on the cell phone with? Tai
-u yelled at? My aus mates.

In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? I wished...
~Danced crazy? Nope.

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
Need a long time to think, brb to edit.

If you could do anything or wishing anything, what would it be?
I freaking wan my laboratory!! Stacked!!

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Back to home sweet home, and then fly to Hawaii across to Berlin.
and then down to Hong Kong to dig some friends and restart the route.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
Oh, tat, hehe. He might be reading shh..

Are you old fashioned?
Dunno.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
Definetly telling someone you love them.

What thing would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
Sleeping too much, anything on the computer, and digging food in fridge.

5 Facts About Me:
Erm...
-Always day-dreaming
-A brain that is either blank or spinning like crazy
-Music everyday, as in those non-verbal ones.
-On the laptop everyday since 2008.
-Unpredictable appetite.

5 things that you hated the most
-Humans
-Racism humans
-Day dreaming when it's exam time
-Extreme temperature condition.
-Getting sick

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
Dedication-Vitas
Notas-Gotan Project
Home-Micheal Buble
與蝶同眠-容祖兒
Love story-范逸臣
富士山下-陈奕迅
Laura's Theme-Silent Hill soundtrack
First Pyramid Head Battle-Silent Hill soundtrack
Un Dia de noviembre-
too much...

5 Things I Treasure in My Life
Money
My Love to you.
Friends and Family
Experiments
Some sleep.. duh..

7 Important Moments in My Life
Erm it doesnt really state past or future..
1)When I learn to walk?
2)When I was in 5s7! Oh yeah!
3)Futsal with s7! Oh yeah!!
4)When I obtain Upsr, Pmr, Spm(wasnt there) result?
5)Graduate from UWA!!
6)When I have my secret laboratory!
7)When I miss someone badly?

7 Things I Always Use
1) On the com lo..msn,neopets,gaming included
2) A wind braker/jacket
3) Tv remote
4) Guitar
5) Piano(I know i sucks.. just playing bit bit nia)
6) Hard drive
7) Pendrive

Tag people on the left link called: Friends links
And those ppl who have blog, and reading this..
Yeap. You la..=P

Home(parody modified to suite exams)

Another exam day,
has come and gone away
In Perth, Claremont
But I wanna pass
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million students
I, still feel alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the notes that you wrote in class
Each one a line or two
“Decibel = 10 log I1/I2, ”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My answers were cold and fail
And you needed more than that sir.

Another paper plane
Another stressful place
I’m failing I know
But I wanna pass
Mmmm, I’ve got to pass

Let me just pass
I’m just too far from where you are
I dun wanna go home
LOl...
Oh mi gawn....

Truely a spendid evening after the exam,
went for fish and chips with sandy and tai.
In the middle of the exam week...
Yea, I know I'm not the first, but kindda feel
this guilt lo.. come so far and spend so much
to study, and all I did was not studying hard enought
and increase my rate of failing.... nooo....
I know English 4 gone case want already...
So pissed lo the whole morning Allan complaining
my face freaking like wanna beat people lo...

A briefcase of devastation?

I'm so freaking out soon,
my exams are just round the corner, this friday..
I hate this.... my test results are out btw.
Kindda failed literature, assestment 35%, listening 34%,
tutorials assestment 80%, do the equation, and my final average score
without finals exam is 26...T_T
Hell noo, bloody Patric lecture... ,,l,, @_@ ,,l,,
My other mates all had their results about 60%...
And then in physics class, Mr.Peter ask a simple question:
What's intensity Seon? I ended up "stare-blur" at him..
Die la.. somemore he revise bout beats and decibel..
My brain is blur clean clean lo...
Need someone to add glue to my brain ar...
What a day.
Suddenly lost interest in going back Malaysia already,
dun even know why should I go back...
I ought to start doing my physics and math work..

Someone should pull my heart out pls,
start by my rib cage, rip it apart and
pierce ur fingers in....=)

Untitled.

With regret to spend with passion,
an audible breath of this beautiful and solemn music.
An improvisation of unimportance,
in the middle of an abyss.

For what has been a set of mindset,
has turn against ones prospective.
Betrayal of one owns mind.
Not once but everlasting.

Perhaps should we call it metamorphosis?
Between the soul and mind？ or body and mind?
A triangular system. A system. Simulacrum?

Till the end it retrogress,
like karma, again and again.

P.S: I dunno wat the hell i'm writting...
Gosh, I wonder does it even make sense?


Anyway, exams are up by next week.
And I'm getting screwed up, not even doing any touch-up on work...
Ahhhhh...

An edit: The schools been up to another "fashion show" again... lolz..
Except that instead of the "prom" as theme, but some red cross thingy..
ROFL and LOL again..
It's lame la.. but i love lame...