Time, question of another matter.
Ok so..
long time no update,
my excuse is busy, as usual,
hahaha.
Oh come on, it's Uni,
the best excuse ever,
life comes and goes,
we just have to accept it.
Life is offenly intriguing,
yet many live lifes as thought it's a routine stuff,
the interesting part in life is the foundation behind it,
philosophy as we human build and framed it onto whom we are today.
What can the philosophizing person stake? Answer: his own anxiety and boredom, his own listening to the call of conscience. Any philosophizing that does not take its beginning from the moments of true sensation is devoid of roots and relevance... In short, existential analytics, to be understood at all, requires existential engagement. Heidegger therefore must find a way to conjure up in his students those moments of true sensation. He must, in a sense, stage manage them...The moments of true sensation - anxiety, boredom, call to conscience - have to be aroused in his students so that the 'mystery of Dasein' that inhabits them may show itself."
(Rüdiger Safranski, Martin Heidegger: Between Good and Evil, 1998)
Got into Murdoch Uni as everybody here knows,
a bit screwed up, but i reckon a good start,
got into these units:
1) Chemical Principle
2) Cell Biology
3) Math statistic data and analytical data
4) Foundation: Structure, Thought and Reality
Surprisingly every lectures makes me half asleep,
except cell biology, guess cause it's in my range of interest,
haven't had much friends yet, maybe just a few,
things have changed i guess,
just wanting to score a good grades and get a transfer to UWA,
Uni seems alright, but I just can't seem to find like
a good way to study, just really had myself stuck ed here a bit,
I tried listening to lecture's twice, once by attending
then by dl-ing the recorded lectures.
Or it's cause i skip them. Hohoho. I do, sort of.
It just doesnt seem to fit the picture.
sometimes I reckon if I keep some guilt inside,
it'll spark me, I hope it carries on.
Life as it is, gotto go with the flow.
Blog,
question the question.
There' isnt of thou.
yet, independently, the image lies,
falther within the marsh of my path.
Unknowingly, the question becomes of
the withered.
Eventually understanding was uncomprehending,
missed the very time,
slipped, or
like of absolute chicanery,
question not,
i seek no more.
一副画里,
原本没有她,我撒谎了。
在装傻,
也许我不愿意
始终怕别人知
失意了自己 .
那天雨的落下,既然沾不湿*,
依然能在冬天中,得到了*
然而对着我说再见,
听不见,看不见,
觉不见,盲目的我。
早已被*放弃我
我问回头是否能吗?
知道是自错
请再给我一理由说吧。
算是我不懂
静静悄悄的*不见,
坚持要走是*没声的同意借口,
你不想说我没的...就別再说了
在*关上这漆黑门的之前,
我已回头看望了最后了。
记忆是为了,算了。
飄進愛里,飄入心,慢慢不觉,放了。
都是我借口。
王菀之:
窗外阴天了
音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了
音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了
人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友:
电话响起了
你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎么你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了
是你变了
灯光熄灭了
音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了
人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
张学友 王菀之:
我的心真的受伤了