Berserk

I'm currently in berserk mode now,
driving myself insane.
I dunno why,
I've stop listening to what's important,
and enjoy screwing myself up.
Life is like so insane I cant keep up,
I've lost track of things,
not listening, not paying attention,
not doing, not dealing; hell...


Should I go see a psychologist?
Before it gets worst?
I dunno..........

Clandestine

clandestine, sheeted under noses.
Invisible to the naked eye of physical,
nor understood intellectually.

clandestine, synonyms to secrets,
unlike bold and hidden,
it's more a soothing of dreams.

Like running violin strings with a bow,
the melody so soothing,
that imagination and dreams break lose.

The mind of oneself,
plays the music in clandestine,
whatever the melody is,
is kept-furtive.



I'm losing touch with my other nature,
perhaps it's ones very own succumbs,
to the steps of a dance,
follow the rhythm and let it bend into one,
blinded and deaf,
good or bad, I must be wary at all cost.
The controversy here is the title itself,
clandestine is of unknown of ones identity,
and hidden only visible to ones very own mind.
Perhaps....