Emotions

The lost of fear,
the lost of guilt,
the lost of sore,
the lost of bitterness,
the lost of sadness,
the lost of darkness,
the lost of light,
;an empty chasm.

Such severe riddance of feelings,
how did such alien- arrive
where did the radiant of pleasant- came
when did desolation - befall
which of part of the soul - etiolated
why didn't such occurrence - felt
whom? - Bestold in clasdentine author. :p

I'm thinking about unradical stuff,

planning to quit studying.

1、有时候，同样的一件事情，我们可以去安慰别人，却说服不了自己。

2、在爱情没开始以前，你永远想象不出会那样地爱一个人；在爱情没结束以前，你永远想象不出那样的爱也会消失；在爱情被忘却以前，你永远想象不出那样刻骨铭心的爱也会只留淡淡痕迹；在爱情重新开始以前，你永远想象不出还能再一次找到那样的爱情。

3、如果彼此出现早一点，也许就不会和另一个人十指紧扣。又或者相遇的再晚一点，晚到两个人在各自的爱情经历中慢慢地学会了包容与体谅，善待和妥协，也许走到一起的时候，就不会那么轻易的放弃，任性地转身，放走了爱情。但时间不会回头，爱情岂能“如果”？

4、喜欢一个人是一种感觉，不喜欢一个人却是事实。事实容易解释，感觉却难以言喻。

5、通常，每一个内心强大的女人背后都有一个让她成长的男人，一段让她大彻大悟的感情经历，一个把自己逼到绝境最后又重生的蜕变过程。一个拥有强大内心的女人，平时并非是强势的咄咄逼人的，相反她可能是温柔的，微笑地，韧性的，不紧不慢的，沉着而淡定的。

6、你要相信，有一个人正向你走来，他会带给你最美丽的爱情。你要做的只是在那个人出现之前，好好的照顾自己。

7、伤心并没有用，如何让自己好好地生活才最重要。爱情虽美，却不是生活的全部：天长地久，海枯石烂的爱情微乎其微；相濡以沫，白头偕老的婚姻却随处可见。离去的是注定今生错过；属于你的，一定在某一个地方等着你的出现。

8、遇到你真正爱的人时：要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会，因为当他离去时，一切都来不及了；遇到可相信的朋友时：要好好和他相处下去，因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易；遇到曾经爱过的人时：记得微笑，因为他是让你更懂爱的人。

9、爱一个女孩子，与其为了她的幸福而放弃她，不如留住她，为她的幸福而努力。

10、每天早上醒来，看见你和阳光都在，这就是我想要的未来。

11、爱情这东西，时间很关键，认识得太早或太晚，都不行。

12、有时候，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。有时候，曾经一直坚持的东西一夜间面目全非。

13、生活中最大的幸福就是，坚信有人爱着我们。

14、你遇上一个人，你爱他多一点，那么，你始终会失去他。然后，你遇上另一个，他爱你多一点，那么，你早晚会离开他。直到一天，你遇到一个人，你们彼此相爱。终于你明白，所有的寻觅，也有一个过程。从前在天涯，而今咫尺

15、让你哭到撕心裂肺的那个人，是你最爱的人；让你笑到没心没肺的那个人，是最爱你的人...

16、有些人不能在一起，可他们的心在一起； 有些人表面上在一起，心却无法在一起；有些人从没想过要在一起，却自然而然地在一起；有些人千辛万苦地终于在一起了，却发现他们并不适合在一起。就算最后，我们没有在一起，至少爱，还是会在一起。

When five truly fall because of one

I dunno why, but i feel like bitching,
whinning, and screaming like a child
and an over obssed lady in her 20s.

If only, they heed me,
if only, i took charged,
if only, i've guide them,
if only, i volunteered,
FUCK TODAYS presentation....

I knew 3 of them we're incapable of doing proper presentation,
and yet i didnt press on to both leader and co-leader.
WTF man... look at the outcome....
I wish i stood up and make a big stand,
hate me for who I am but I'm willing to sacrifice,
friendship for the sake of our group.
Tat's life. How can a medical student stand back?

It's like seeing a patient dying while the surgeon doesn't notice at all,
and as the standing surgeon, I just lay my bloody ass there WATCHING.
IF only. FUCK now i dun even know if i can make it through physio unit.

"When five fall"

Came across this a long long time ago,
such intriguing memoirs,
reminds of past lullaby,

How'd I wish I could do;
by my hands,
this tune of melody,

played out of one soul,
trigeerring many outghasts,
in sentiment and confidentality.



unfortunately, i have reports to rush. Ciao

Collusion

Pure Imagination (piano) jazz pianist-venues in Essex,Berkshire,London,W...


Bright night, miserable day;
hasten the inscribing,
as the day beats a retreat
and darkness fills the air.

Frivolously,
One transcribe till dawn,
taking quiescence here and there.
By the approach of atrocious bogans mate,
comes the pertaining to focus,
pragmatically,
it's hard. Indeed. No doubt.
that's because of ones rapture in entertainment
over critical, noteworthy, necessary homework!


Not until dawn when all is over,
does one emancipate from the boulder,
over ones shoulder.

Only to gain realisation,
of a nostalgia canalisation,
it's another fucking collusion.
FML

People fall and rise,

angel falls, demon perishes,

unlike any that regains itself of,

like bounteous that ascent,

I remain cast-away, carefree to amend and advance.

Jovial in ignorance-s,

like the child's tale of,

the frog under the coconut.

Unconcerned and lack of fear by one,

Jauntily in devilish establishments,

Questions asked repeatedly of,

WHEN? wHEN? whEN? wheN? when?

Will there be even the slightest change?

P.s: Intriguingly i'm becoming impatient to finished this assignment,

as to be able to play l4d2 :P

Ida Emi - Tsuki no Akari - Final Fantasy IV Ai no Theme-